by mother » Tue Nov 29, 2005 5:13 pm
Dearest PW, I am pretty certain he's about 40, although he looks and acts younger, and he has given me permission to share anything which might help him get some answers to the burning questions. He has a nearly photographic memory, yet gaps. Some of the stuff is coming close to home for me. There are some very logical reasons for this, but throughout my life again and again I have had contact with m/c survivors, often those who were discarded. A lot of this has to do with where I grew up and lifestyle choices, but still...also a healthy amount of trauma survival myself. A lot of Ray's lyrical energy deals with nazi themes and insider jokes, which could leave him vulnerable for being mistaken as a nazi. But I'm really used to what might be considered insanity, it's just like home. He said also something about African Mud Men shamanism/programming. love to all <p></p><i></i>