by meekster » Mon Dec 26, 2005 11:21 pm
There's not a lot I can say about the experience, because it's a "you had to be there" kind of thing, and when I read what I write about it, it sounds rather cliche and I don't have the writing ability to really give it the significance it deserves. I remember feeling very loved and comforted, by an all encompassing personality. Before this experience, my belief in the (somewhat) steady, evolutionary progress of mankind had been totally shattered, and I was beginning to suspect that the cataclysmic end portrayed in the bible might be a more accurate description of where the world really was heading. <br><br>So it gave me a bedrock experience from which to judge things. The way the book fell into my hands after that had symbolic meaning for me, and in fact, my sensitivity to the symbolic meaning of everything went way up. It just happens that The Da Vinci Code is a book of symbols, and it was easy for me to grasp a deeper symbolic message then what was on the surface. It was as if God was saying "OK, you want to know who is the antichrist? Well from this book and from this belief system is where he comes."<br><br>It was a very strange premonition, because as I said before, I wasn't particularly Christian, mostly because I had such a negative experience from the church because of my homosexuality. Now I've spent a good deal of time researching the British Israeli movement, royal bloodlines, the legend of King Arthur, the elite bankers, the Masons, the rise of the divine feminine, the occult currents that run just beneath the surface of all of this, and also popular entertainment, where these ideas are promoted by movies like the Matrix and Lord of the Rings, and my mind boggles at the hundreds of threads being so elegantly and consistently tied together at this time. <p></p><i></i>