by banned » Wed Nov 16, 2005 3:01 am
....considering what the survivors have to live with.<br><br>More from the Beeb:<br>---<br><br>US veterans' invisible wounds<br>By Richard Allen Greene<br>BBC News<br><br>Nearly 2,000 US troops have been killed in Iraq since the 2003 invasion, and tens of thousands wounded. But many have found themselves dealing with psychological - as well as physical - trauma. In the second of a five-part series, BBC News talks to soldiers with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and related symptoms.<br><br>Sfc Steve MacMaster (Photo courtesy of Steve MacMaster)<br>MacMaster was overwhelmed by scenes of death and injury<br><br>Iraq war trauma: Your views<br><br>Steve MacMaster can't sleep without medication: "If people knew what I was thinking, they would not want to associate with me," he says.<br><br>Aaron Jones does not feel comfortable without a gun around: "I lived in Iraq for almost a year with a gun on me all the time or right next to my bed."<br><br>Kathy's boyfriend - who did not want to be named - had to stop watching the news: "When he sees people going to Iraq, or coming home, he can get really upset.<br><br>"Whatever you say, he'll find something in it to disagree with. So we don't watch the news."<br><br>All three veterans of the US occupation of Iraq are having nightmares about what they saw and did there - and they are among tens of thousands of US troops suffering from psychological trauma after coming home.<br><br>Death on the road<br><br>Sgt MacMaster, 42, is haunted by his memories of commanding a transport unit.<br><br>Fuel convoy of the 281st Transportation Company (Photo courtesy of Steve MacMaster)<br>A soldier under Sgt MacMaster's command fell asleep at the wheel<br>He was in charge of 40 soldiers driving fuel tankers between Nasiriya and Baghdad - a day-long trip that "was like a bunch of safe forts with no-man's-land in the middle and everybody taking potshots at you".<br><br>For the safety of his own troops, he had been ordered not to stop moving.<br><br>"At the beginning of the war I was told: 'Don't stop for anybody - if they get in the way, run them over.'"<br><br>And he had not been in the country long before he saw a lorry run over a little girl in the road begging for food.<br><br>"I had seen dead Iraqis before, but they were fighters. These were people who were getting hit in an innocent way."<br><br>He also saw soldiers under his command suffer horrific injuries.<br><br>Aaron Jones of the Connecticut National Guard, in Iraq (Courtesy of Aaron Jones)<br><br>Slideshow: Aaron Jones' story<br>One fell asleep driving a fully loaded 16,000kg (35,000lb) fuel truck. It crashed and rolled over, but the driver survived.<br><br>"Her face had been smashed in. I couldn't get communications to my helicopters so I decided to take this girl in my humvee and blitzed up to Baghdad as fast as possible."<br><br>The stress of the mission started getting to him.<br><br>"I couldn't sleep or eat. I had butterflies in my stomach attacking me."<br><br>Sgt MacMaster's superior noticed the change and sent him to a psychologist, who sent him on to a military hospital where he was diagnosed with PTSD and depression.<br><br>Worrying trends<br><br>A lot of Iraq veterans are hearing that diagnosis these days.<br><br>A study at the US Army's Walter Reed hospital in Washington, DC, found that up to 17% of Iraq veterans - about one in six - suffered depression, anxiety or PTSD.<br><br>I've heard the same miserable stories time and again and I don't know what to say - he doesn't want to be consoled<br>Kathy,<br>Veteran's girlfriend<br>About 425,000 US troops have served in Iraq since the invasion in March 2003, meaning some 70,000 could be experiencing psychological trauma.<br><br>Some early indicators are worrying.<br><br>The divorce rate among US army officers has tripled in the past three years.<br><br>The National Coalition for Homeless Veterans says that in 2004 its affiliates helped 67 veterans of Iraq or Afghanistan - only a year or two into those conflicts.<br><br>That set off alarm bells at the charity, since experts say it took traumatised Vietnam veterans an average 12-15 years to end up in shelters.<br><br>"Homeless service providers are deeply concerned about the inevitable rising tide of combat veterans who will soon be requesting their support," the coalition warned.<br><br>The number of veterans coming home from Iraq, it added, "is unlike anything the nation has experienced since the end of the Vietnam war".<br><br>Vet Centers - community outreach counselling centres set up by the US Department of Veterans' Affairs - have seen nearly 19,000 Iraq or Afghanistan veterans to date, says Dr Al Batres, the head of the VA's readjustment counselling service.<br><br>'Intrusive and disturbing'<br><br>Tim Beebe, regional director of the New England Vet Centers, says the numbers are increasing month by month.<br><br>Tim Beebe, regional director of the New England Veterans' Centers<br>PTSD rarely goes away on its own, Tim Beebe warns<br>And his counsellors say they see the same symptoms over and over again: Sleeplessness, anger, irritability, anxiety, depression.<br><br>"PTSD can be intrusive - you can be out with your family and suddenly you're thinking about an event in Iraq. It becomes disturbing to the veteran, difficult to understand," Mr Beebe says.<br><br>"It's not something the veteran can will away or adapt to. And it can be chronic and lifelong if not treated."<br><br>But - although pre- and post-deployment mental health screening is becoming standard in the US military - many veterans do not seek treatment.<br><br>Some simply have no professional services nearby.<br><br>Self-reliance<br><br>Aaron Jones says many veterans think they can simply "suck it up and drive on", as the military has taught them to do.<br><br>Homecoming at Fort Hood<br>It is the unseen injuries that are worrying the Pentagon<br>Kathy's boyfriend - a 14-year Army veteran who did two tours in Iraq and has known friends who were killed there since he came home - is one of them, she says.<br><br>He doesn't even talk to his veteran friends about his experiences, she says.<br><br>"He told me they have a rule that they don't talk about it - they go out to have fun, and if they talk about Iraq, they don't have fun," she says.<br><br>"I'm the only one he talks to. I've heard the same miserable stories time and again and I don't know what to say. He doesn't want to be consoled."<br><br>Even some of those who have had help continue to struggle with trauma.<br><br>Steve MacMaster would like to stop taking medication for his condition but fears the consequences.<br><br>"I don't want to go back to the way I was in Iraq, where I became reckless and thought the only way to end it was to take a bullet - and started hoping for the bullet."<br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>