by Trifecta » Wed Dec 07, 2005 5:41 am
Its madness, its madness I tell you.<br><br>Why do you laugh at me when I tell you about all the toxins we are stuffed full off and cannot escape from, why do you scoff when I explain about flouride, cholrine and amonia in the water supplys?, why when I go deeper into the causes of diseases spread from mercury, aspartame and flouride in most pschological mainstream drugs, do you want to look away and pity me? Why do you look for an immediate psychological problem in my being when I explain the cartels, how corporacy and the military industrial comples are conspiring against all live on our beautiful planet, why do you run away when I mention darkness, demons and alien forces???<br><br>Why do you run to me for answers to questions that trouble you, then run away when you get an answer or a clue for further information, why do I care what you think and feel about, I just wish you were the 100th monkey.<br><br>Its another game, divide and conquer waiting for the 100th monkey to appear, for it is me, myself and I and all those me, myself and I's who travail this mad, mad,mad world.<br><br>Waiting for the end game, the big one to happen and I can say I told you so...brother, sister it will not happen, for it has already happened, by stealth and immune deficencies, even if the revolution happened tommorow our live forces are week, the weaponry is vast ... best be quite little man, the NSA psychics beam into my ear, the sattelite turns and fire another radiation shot to warm me a little...we will fuck him later, wait till he sleeps.<br><br>Lest we forget the light.<br><br>“They sensed what he knew to be true: that he was set apart from them, cut off from them that he bore a doom upon him and followed after a dark thing. He was like a cold wind blowing through the fire lit room, like a black bird carried on by the storm from foreign lands. The sooner he went on, taking his evil destiny with him, the better for these folk” The Earthsea Quartet by Ursula Le Guin. .<br><br>I meet a lot of people with shadows, manifestations of their own personal failures and fears, for I am one... I wonder how we each manage to manifest and thus attract the things we fear. Dark and light working in all of us and we carry it around, slowly manipulating our life forces, each the power of the same. An in-harmonious wave dependant on your world view, and your polarity structures.<br><br>I play with my kids, reminding myself the lessons from some parable out there, find the child inside, and as always when that thought form catches up with you, you experience the world with your third eye. The trick is the kids don’t know it and our structures make sure they forget the power within. We are all light suckers and light givers, dark of place, manifesting darkness. How do you teach that to a kid? This is the love light, and the easiest of excuses for you’re chasing of the shadow. For the people of tomorrow of course.<br><br>I am on a quest, not through sheer magnificents to my kin, no this force drives me, it is my fear and I consume as much of it as I am allowed, during psychic and psychotronic attack. I chase the shadow of my fear, realising that until I consume it or it consumes me the battle continues. No biggy, we are all getting it in one format or another, we do indeed live in an invisible war, and once you fully realised that, you are bonafide paranoid psychophrenic. Welcome to my world.<br><br>So I hang out here, vent this week’s theory, through the mind wrencher and see if my intellectual feedback loops are working, I am as a clone of the matrix manifesting a myth around my being. This my five major re-inventions, with at least 100 upgrades, patches and viral implants, to all intense and purposes a hunter of shadows. An epiphany or two later, too many late nights at the roller disco, and high highs are the norm, even the birds have to rest sometimes. Techno babble burnout, <br><br>I come back down to earth; the baby’s bum needs whipping, work has isolated my progress by shear force of re/attraction. Even the people here are operating at frequency that will attract the same level of entropy to the positivism manifesting from my being. Ladies and gentlemen, the ego has landed. Yet as the shadow looms in every conversation you reach a point where the viewer grimaces and refuses to face any more, you become the target of what the shadow throws off, and in that moment, you loose the power to wake up the sleepers, forever looked at with distain, until they need you and the information. <br><br>Project Stop! .... Lest we forget the light. <br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>