You Can't Go Home Again

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[Connut]

There is a group of us, all over the country, who sit and meditate for world peace, compassion, and love, from 6:30 - 7:30 PM every Sunday night. We've been doing it for 15 years now, so I have to think it has had some effect - not at stopping what is happening now, so much as mitigating it. This time of "purification" is needed to help awaken folks to what is really going on, just as New Orleans let us see the injustice of what was already happening there, and how the government response showed how inept/cavalier the treatment is of those who are not wealthy and privileged. <br><br>So join us in sitting, it will give you at least one hour in your week where you feel communion on a psychic level at least. And any one else out there can join in, no matter what you profess or don't. Just adding more of that peaceful, loving vibe to the Noosphere can't help but do good. Peace and joy, Connut<br> <p></p><i></i>

[ZeroHaven]

Don't feel weird SW.. <br>I remember so many times when I was younger, sitting on my bed, in my house, in the town I was born in....<br>and I'd get this nasty horrible feeling that sometimes even made me cry and I'd just keep repeating "I want to go home".<br><br>Over the years it's eased up and become a passing thought.. what's bad is that I've been to a lot of places across the US and Europe and it feels like there's no 'home' on this whole planet for me.<br><br>What I did that helped a little was found some group activities I liked and joined groups. For example: I like live-action role playing games. It's fun, you get to dress up and act like somebody completely different, and get the chance to meet people who like the same thing. It's a thought. <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a239/ZeroHaven/tinhat.gif"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--></p><i></i>

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[Project Willow]

SW, I understand how you feel. I am still searching in rl for more people who can bare to be with me and know my history. They are difiicult to find, but I am hopeful.<br><br>Hey everybody FYI...(here's where it might get triggering for some)<br>There may be more going on than meets the eye. Lots of mc survivors have spoken about programming based on the Wizard of Oz movie, and others have related programming having to do with where "home" is. Many survivors have parts set up inside to call them back "home". The programming phrases are similar to "it's time to go home." (I don't want to post the exact phrase that I know of, as I don't want to cause any harm). Hearing that inside means it's time to check in with a handler or return to the cult. The teams are created out of trauma and carry a lot of fear. So this idea about finding home, although it is the opposite of what is intended by the programming, may be triggering for some folks.<br> <p></p><i></i>

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[Homeless Halo]

There is no place like home. <p></p><i></i>