I Scare Myself!

[Col Quisp]

Last night I asked my BF if Gerald Ford was still alive cuz I couldn't remember. Don't know what made me think of Gerald Ford right before bedtime. Today I saw in the news that he's in the hospital with pneumonia.<br><br>Quite a few years ago, while visiting Chicago, I asked my friend how old Mayor Daley was, and when is he going to die? When we got back to her house, we heard he had died.<br><br>Recently, a co-worker died after I had some bad thoughts about him. He had pissed me off on a project I was working on.<br><br>Hmmm. Perhaps I should think better thoughts!<br>Or perfect my aim?<br> <p></p><i></i>

[StarmanSkye]

<!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :rollin --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/roll.gif ALT=":rollin"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br>That's precious!<br><br>I trust you to 'do the right thang' -- and forgive ya in advance.<br><br>Uhm, mebbe ya could fine-tune yer psi-powers, and just zap the baddies into another dimension?<br><br>Which gets me thinkin;<br>There outta be a way to coordinate like-minded global cooperation on collapsing the time-space continuum of targetted nasty evil dangerous people so they would lose their planet-occupying priveleges -- done with great LOVE of course one-at-a-time via concentrated thought and organized without offending Homelandia Securitat -- but who after all should be tickled as such a project done right absent violence sure WOULD enhance homeland and esp. world security.<br><br>Mebbe -- pass it off as 'prayer'?<br>Now, who is the most despicable Public Enemy Terrorist ...<br>Starman <p></p><i></i>

[ir]

Col Quisp, it happens to me a lot and therefore when I read jeff's post on skinwalkers I felt a resonance of the unpleasant kind. namely, perhaps there were practices, back then, to "kill with your thoughts", and I am sure MC is aiming there as well. I am trying to: 1/ let go of guilt in regards to this phenomenon, cause obviously I can't control it. 2/ re-calibrate my thought patterns, to the "positive". even people you hate, you can ask for them to transform rather than die or so. <br>a few nights ago I had a vivid dream of a funeral of someone with her name as well. since her first name was same like my mother's I thought this was related to my mother's illness (following my father's death last month). However, this lady had a last name as well, so I googled the name, and ...wooops, there is such a lady, she is old too, and is a poet and a Wiccan in Israel. I hope she is not going to kick the bucket soon. But it was scary...all of it. Same happened before Sharon's departure, I had a dream about "all men dying in Israel" and a clear vivid picture of a neurologist involved...you know, such things.<br>---<br>I'd say that when the people involved are totally unrelated to us, as in gerald ford, a mayor, the lady poet I dreamt of --we just "tap" into some information out there. But when it hsa to do with people we personally know, we should pay attention to how we process anger.<br>--<br>If you have "cured" your situation, let me know ...and impart your newsly acquired wisdom...I am disturbed by this phenomenon, it makes me feel guilty and "bad". <p></p><i></i>