by Wolfmoon Lady » Tue Feb 28, 2006 2:32 am
You're most welcome, Floyd. I tellya, it was horrible for my sister. We were not brought up in any religion at all and she had nothing to go by except her excellent instincts.<br><br>Our family were, technically, Episcopalian, but non-practicing.<br><br>Being a curious child, I wanted to know about church. When I was about 8 or 9, off I went to a Baptist Church with a school friend. I liked the Sunday School lessons but the hellfire and brimstone preaching scared the crud out of me. I soon left and never returned.<br><br>However, when I was about 13, I met another school friend, an Italian Catholic, who invited me to attend Sunday Mass with her family. How I loved it - the beautiful cathedral, the singing, the mysterious drone of the Latin words, the hushed and quiet people on their knees running fingers over their lovely prayer beads. When my friend's mother saw how interested I became, she arranged for me to take Catechism lessons. Through that effort, I met a wonderful priest who saw me through more sorrow than I care to remember. Bless him, where ever he is now, for he was a true Man of the Cloth.<br><br>During lessons, I remember asking him once if he was afraid to die. He said he was, and that he had moments of doubt. All humans do, he said. He was no different. I loved that he let me see his human side and never ever lied to me. He was a father to me when my own father was out drinking up the rent money. I always felt safe knowing he was at the rectory and I could walk over if things got weird at home.<br><br>Time passed, as it tends to do, and when I became an adult, I reached a point where I no longer wanted to continue worshipping as a Catholic, at least formally. That said, I still pray to the Blessed Mother, but non-denominationally. If this sounds contradictory, since I came out as a non-believer, just chalk it up to me being a complicated person.<br><br>I did a 'create my own theology' thing, which is something offered by the local Unitarian Universalist Society to help those who don't really fit in anywhere else. Please know that my non-belief has more to do with a dislike of organized religion than in whether or not there is a God. I have no right to make proclamations about something as big as God.<br><br>Floyd, keep on believing, because you've become a constant in my life here at RI. I trust you. I know you're never going to waver. I know you're not going to lie. I'd rather have you on my side in a battle than many secularlists I know. Truth!<br><br>BTW: You're the only other person I've 'met' who uses the word 'mayhap.' It was a word my grandmother used often. How lovely! Bless you! <p></p><i></i>