just a little pic for me-since i think i really dont have d anymore and my huge abilities of seduction would prob not work on you, OE-your power is too strong-once you see orig pic of d and me when we first met you will understand how many tricks i have in my little black book-i was a whale at the time -my face kind of looks like one of those repubs that get caught in the sack with guys-gayface-hehe d of course looks like his perfect Latin self-great body on that one-my lust overcomes me at times
here is another d although d is actually an f in real life-think abba song
i hope mr nunez here is not going to become more muscular-he is already perfect and could even lose a little muscle(my tastes only)-nunez's face kind of reminds me of d/fs
now that i have lost 40-55 pounds in last few months-although actually somewhat worried about this i must be looking halfway decent again to the men i would normally attract-my gayface is becoming boyish face again-although i missed being any kind of handsome by a mile i do attract a certain type of guy-although not unfortunately the ones who i would really like ( i tend to be a hopeless romantic, but attract or tend to men who are very rough edged-i think they wish i would turn into a burrito or pizza after they screw me or i fellate them
o-the reason i mentioned i must be starting to be attractive to the dudes who i used to attract is that i had my first come on in a long time very recently-this guy just scared me to much and no elegance to him at all-jeebus his shoe size was 13 EE-kind of a shaved head tattoo guy-looked totally straight -actually biker gang tough 6'4 and 250 pounds- i really wasnt interested and a bit scared as he said he wanted to do something to me til I bled-thank high heavens i didnt invite him to chez comrade z's condo-hehe
I will possibly be back -i forgot a poem i was going to do at my place-more blake after this one
"you gave me in secret one thing to perceive, the tall blue starry strangeness of being here at all"-Franz Wright