Wheeeeeee!! It's theeKultleeder's Korner!

[tKl]

WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I don't know why. Why would an outrageous name like "theeKultleeder" be banned from an official internet arm of the Ordo Templi Orientis?

I just tried registering and dammit, "this email address has been banned."

Why?



http://www.heruraha.net/

PS: I was googling something and I came to a forum post that referenced Jeff's blog! I thought they were "thoughtful and educated people and why not give it a try???"

Just today.


Why?

[Seamus OBlimey]

Because you're a well-known internutter who's welcome here [url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6U-TGahwvs]but not there?
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[tKl]

YEP!!!!


HAHAHAHAHHAHHHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAAAAHAHAH!!!!!!

heh

You are full of shit.

You don't know anything about me. Every time you post such asinine tripe you will get exactly what you deserve.

You are also an ignorant and politically and theoretically incompetent rube who has no place even discussing politics as you haven't any background or even the mildest curiosity to examine history.

Who could possibly take anything you say as worthwhile when discussing any political ideology, philosophy or historical event?

Ultimately all you wish to post about is you.


http://rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewtopic.php?t=17211


HA HA HAH HAH HA HHA AHA A HA HA.... HEH.... HAH

[tKl]

Wow. I'm angry.

I just wrote a bunch of stuff to a bunch of people and I erased it all.

Anger doesn't get you much but a fight.

The more perceptive readers on this board will notice that it is someone's deep personal anger that is causing a lot of trouble for a living human being who is not really a bad guy.

But I will let my anger dissolve. If my goodwill is not enough than at least my points (all along) will be proved in the minds of the wise.

Or, already are.

Fuck. What a bad feeling.

[tKl]

Hey all - here is an extract from a response to a PM.

**********

yeah, it is selfish to immediately think about myself. Especially when the blood and guts are on the table.

Oh, my bad self. I suppose I was asking for it.

I've made some bad and unsettling jokes and comments, but it was in the face of this incredibly dreadful satanic conspiracy stuff where everybody on MTV is a brainwashed victim of satanic rape.

I never thought my comments could affect real victims that much except one of my points all along is that using child abuse and torture and so forth is an evil way to push a social agenda that in the end does harm to sincere advocacy.

.... I am going to post part of this PM to theeKultleeder's korner in the lounge, but otherwise I'm laying low and working on some of my own writing, in real honest to goodness ink in notebooks!

peace

[tKl]

Big PEE ESS

The old 1978 Dr. Strange TV Movie is actually pretty good...

[tKl]

Still watching the Doctor Strange '78 TV Movie... here is an excellent theatrical composition of "neophyte versus disciple versus master":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9-z3LEa0Sg

(It's part 7 on youtube... ooooooohh, mystical!)

[tKl]

Just when I'm thinking about retiring this ridiculous virtual identity, "secrets" makes reference to me, whoever "me" am...

http://rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewtopic.php?t=17758

[tKl]

Wanna know the seecret qkcabbballlistic meaning of the magickal name theeKultleeder?

tKl -

little tee, big kay, little el

t = the cross of redemption

K = gnosis of the Triunity of Self through the cross - the kay has three strokes

l = "el" for living in the spirit, also, the one (1) nature of multiplicity


If a jerk like me can come up with this, how about all youse peoples out there? What's your magickal name?

Bumping my own shiznit.

[§ê¢rꆧ]

I've always had nicknames, and different names, and pen names, and graffiti names, even before I started crawling the Web. I wish I could say I was one of those old school BBS haxors, but at the time I just used my 286 to write stories and fragments of poetry.

I was heavily into graffiti art in my late teens. Some of the names I wrote on train stations and buses, newspaperboxes and walls:

Discontinuous Episteme
Reality Ends Here
Anonymous Fetish Victim
If you don't know the words, just make them up!
... and so many other things...

Always something different. Same on the net, every site I sign up for gets a new name, just to keep things fresh. Seemed like there were a lot of secrets to be learnt here, so I chose "Secrets." And for fun ran it thru Open Your Mind's Eye Hacker Text Generator, of course ... which produces sexy text like this...

Rïgðr𵧠Ìñ†µï†ïðñ: Whå† ¥ðµ Ððñ'† kñðw ¢åñ'† hµr† †hêm.

and

†hêê Kµl† LêåÐêr

I don't think I've discovered my magickal name, and if I did.. well I think it would remain secret

[tKl]

I'm thinking about going like this: "teeKayel." But that would freak people out more than "theeKultleeder"!

BTW: "origin of theeKultleeder": It was chosen on the fly as an accessory to "theeKultblogg at cyberkult." I chose it as sort of a low pun, a memetic package to hook into the blog name.

*shrug*

[tKl]

What if we put aside the conspiracy theories, and consider the possibility that a lot of "regular" men out there in the community will rape a child when in the wrong environment?

This is what I've been trying to say for so long, that this level of depravity is quite accessible in the average human consciousness. The proof lies in the fact that when given the freedom to do so, (hu)men rape children.

It exists in history, like with Caligula's grandfather; it exists in internecine conflicts, like when one tribe conquers another tribe's region and rapes the young girls; it exists in colonialism, but not solely; it exists in prisons, it exists in the sex trade (a black market of human slavery unless brought out into the open and regulated), it always exists in regions of violent conflict, and it exists for some reason in the "normal" psyche of a civilized (hu)man.

Hopefully, the civilized human can perceive when he or she will harm another living being.

This is what I've been saying.

Yes, heinous depravity has existed since there has been a thinking man with a mind to lose and a conscience to ignore. But there is nothing "regular" about a man who will take advantage of the opportunity (which, if you dwell upon it, exists in every setting where innocence is found) to savage a child in the manner we are discussing. The "normal" psyche of a civilized human rushes to protect defenseless women and innocent children from those who mean them harm, and attempts to give that protection ususally to the point of altruistic loss of life or limb.

Just to let you know how regular and normal men behave, even (and perhaps especially) in situations of tremendous stress.

It is with some dismay that I even feel the need to point this out.

The proof lies in the fact that when given the freedom to do so, (hu)men rape children.

In particular, this ill-conceived statement is wrong on so many levels that I can only hope it was thoughtlessly written, or is a typo.

Just to let you know how regular and normal men behave, even (and perhaps especially) in situations of tremendous stress. It's with some dismay that I even feel the need to point this out.

Oh gee, thanks.

I happen to come from a background, both inherited and naturally developed, that views "normalcy" as the epitome of depravity itself.

That is my mutha-effin point. "Normal" has brought us this far and is now on the way out. Humans act this way, because they are about 93% ape. Therefore I push the "Homo Novis" meme and the record of my blogg sustains this. Psychospiritual evolution is the hope and the way, and if you ask me what that means, go back to school.

I'll tell you, I know how "normal" men behave, and it is with much sadness that I do so. They suck. Normal women are as well totally tied up in the old instinctual impulses and "modern ideas." The people who live on this planet need to grow the fuck up or all this type of ugliness will implode and destroy the lot of us.

Fuck you. You want to tell me what a "normal man" does? I know what a normal man does, because I have lived this life. A normal man is a cowering moral mud pit of conditioning and instinctual impulse.

By Thee Way, man, The "Great Beast" Crowley himself talked about how "virility" is the root of "virtue."

Sorry I had to point that out.

Fuck you. You want to tell me what a "normal man" does? I know what a normal man does, because I have lived this life. A normal man is a cowering moral mud pit of conditioning and instinctual impulse.

Your thoughts on the matter fascinate me, but only from a clinical point of view. You know, if you keep rubbing that, it's never gonna heal.

I want everyone to notice how "barracuda" totally ignores every significant point and just starts name calling and trying to do me in with psychological tricks.

He/she/it disregards every rational point and complete thought and just *attacks*

That is why this post is a post of record, because it records the entire transaction.

If "the ugly fish" continues to ignore common decorum I will no longer attempt to dialogue with him/her/it. I will simply reply with "you are a fake person and a real asshole."

That is a promise.

http://rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewt ... 7&start=15

[barracuda]

[Et in Arcadia ego]

If "the ugly fish" continues to ignore common decorum I will no longer attempt to dialogue with him/her/it.

"It puts the lo-tion in the bas-ket.."



"PUT THE LOTION IN THE FUCKING BASKET!!"

[tKl]

Et, will you do the music for the game I am currently developing in my head? I'm starting to learn C++ and I am going to purchase the indie developer's license for the Torque Engine as soon as I have a 150 extra bucks.