by conniption » Wed May 01, 2013 5:14 pm
Dreams are just so fuckin' weird.
I mean, sometimes in the middle of the night, half asleep/half awake, I'll know what I'd been dreaming, say to myself "Wow...No Way am I going to forget THAT dream" and in the morning it dissolves into nothingness, nary a trace left behind, only a vague feeling.
There have been a few times in my life, the memory of a dream remained vivid with strong feelings and the results life changing.
We won't go into those right now.
I want to talk about last nights dream, which was one of those I only wish I could recall, but the feelings left behind have sent my mind into a whirl.
I've spent quite a bit of time reading blogs and comment sections (seems to have become my favorite past time these days...comment sections of blogs, that is) and posting here about pipeline explosions, Texas fertilizer plant explosions, martial law, Boston bombings, Sandy Hook shootings, pedophilia and of course ChunkyMark videos...and somehow I thought I had somewhat of a grasp of what was going on...but Fuck!!! I woke up this morning with a head full of What ifs.
Like... What If the Texas fertilizer explosion was to be rid of the dangerous explosive materials stored there...to keep it away from who? Are any of these other explosions acts of sabotage and would they tell us if they were? What If the troopers searching houses door to door are looking for stashes of guns, ammo, etc, as if a violent revolution was in the making? (or just pot plants) Who is behind all of the chaos? For what purposes? Is it one 3 letter agency against another agency? Against the military? Is it the Gov. against the people? Is it the Gov. against Cheney and the mob? Are there ANY Good Guys at all? Anywhere? And will Alex Jones and Glen Beck please just stfu?
I'm ready to go on hiatus.