exojuridik wrote:When I'm in that twilight space between sleep and wakefulness I've begun to notice perfectly formed faces of individuals of people who I've never met. They are perfectly formed and in the moments after they are so detailed I could recount their every wringle and blemish - though the specifics do fade after a few moments. Its weird because these individuals are not remarkable in anyway except by their perfect individualization.
Other than their physical details my mind registers no other impression which, in itself, is also weird because usually when I see faces in real life I form some kind of psychic impression of who this person I'm seeing is as a intentive social sentient being. No, these faces are just faces - perfectly reticulated individuals who, to my knowledge, don't actually exist. Its so bizarrely idiosyncratic that I would never have even mentioned any of this had not other posters noted similar phenomena.
I'm not an expert on this issue, but it's my non-expert understanding that such things are not universal by any means, but not extraordinarily rare either. And by themselves not pathological. (I mean: Not symptomatic of, say, narcolepsy absent other symptoms, and not medication-induced, in the absence of medication, and not indicative of sleep-deprivation if you're neither sleep-deprived in any measurable sense and don't have distorted perceptions, hallucinations, extreme emotional lability and sleepiness during your waking hours, et cetera.)
Also, fwiw, there's a nothing-personal-to-it quality about the people who aren't really talking about things that, when waking, I'm barely even aware of knowing the first thing about whom I hear talking about those things when I'm falling asleep that's very similar to what you feel (or don't feel) about the people whose faces you see.
It's a very non-inflected thing, is I guess how I would put it. And apart from that, as realistic and as fully realized as reality is. I mean, when I hear them, I very briefly attend to them in a way that's inherently wakeful-ish not sleepful-ish. So in that sense, I guess I could say that they disturb my rest. Despite which, they're not really experientially intrusive in any way. In part, because they don't have any of the numerous personal values or attributes that real people talking would have to me. If I heard them. And they were real.
It's more like they're just people, who knows what people, talking amongst themselves. Which is fine with me. They've got a right, same as everybody else, non-existent though they may be, imo.