The Network of Stolen Consciousness

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Beth Goobie is an author of fiction and poetry. She wrote this article for Paranoia Magazine. Fall 2000 Issue #24

The Network of Stolen Consciousness
by Beth Goobie

I am a survivor of intelligence cults that operate across Canada and are connected internationally. In 1959, I was born into an intergenerational
CIA-connected cult that continues to operate in central Ontario. I was first subjected to calculated torture sessions in the womb, and have been able to integrate fetal selves as an adult. I was an experienced dissociater at birth, an accomplished prostitute before kindergarten, and was being circulated on an elite international circuit by grade school. My programming involved fragmentation into alters who were trained as sex agents, couriers, computers, and cult alters (priestess, seeker, caller, whore, slave, trainer, etc.) Some of my alters were trained to handle weapons. The stories of Kathleen Sullivan, Brice Taylor, Cisco Wheeler, and Claudia Mullen, as well as Cathy O'Brien's TranceFormation of America describe much that is familiar to me, including near-death centers and 'hunting.' I would like to thank each of these women for speaking out. I deeply admire your courage. Keep going.

My perspective differs somewhat from the women mentioned above in that I have experienced a great deal, both personally and through recovered memory, of the metaphysical. I do not believe occult ceremonies are based solely on superstition and programming. It is my understanding that both cults and the intelligence network are developing the technology to exploit the metaphysical realities that are a daily part of all our lives, and that they intend to use these metaphysical realities to fragment and radically realign the consciousness of the average citizen for purposes of 'mind control' and to 'feed' off the energy of each individual life. I would like to discuss this as a complex process that aligns the brain to specific frequencies, then uses calculated trauma and dissociation to force interaction with the metaphysical. This interaction is then programmed for specific purposes by the intelligence community.

First, however, I think it important to note the basic motivation that drives mystery cults to perpetrate their heinous illegal activities: the desire to live forever. In search of immortality, cults have always explored metaphysical gateways to alternate dimensions that can be opened through traumatic dissociation. These out-of-body experiences teach cult members to exist as frequencies; conscious knowing energy that has been dissociated from the body during trauma. One can leave the body at many different frequencies, and each frequency opens up a different dimension of reality or 'mystery,' as well as interaction with the entities which inhabit these dimensions.

Members of mystery cults have also learned to exploit the human energy of others as 'feed,' extending their own longevity within the body. They have learned to transmit more and more of their consciousness into alternate dimensions (some are called Heaven, Hell, the Mysteries, etc.), where their 'spirits' will live after their bodies die, so that they are 'storing up their treasures' not on earth, but in alternate 'spiritual' realities. These dissociated 'spirits' are composed of energy and continue to exist only as long as they are 'fed' through the kill energy of human sacrifice. If not, they fade as all energy fades, because human beings are not meant to live forever.

The rest of this article can be found here:

http://paranoiamagazine.com/network.html

Marmot, I have not been able to find a copy of her book The Only-Good Heart. Amazon had a copy for an inflated price (like in the hundreds of dollars) some time ago. See if I can find Flux and Fixed.

Joe, I think there is something to what Beth is telling us. She came out with another article in a later issue of Paranoia Magazine. Fall 2005 Issue 39. It made me even more confused. lol

I'll copy a bit of it now and will try to return tomorrow to do more.

The Illuminati and the Auric Field
Up is Down, Pain is Pleasure, Just Put It All Behind You, Baby
by Beth Goobie

In his book The Energy Grid, Bruce Cathie presents his case for a measurable grid of energy that spans the earth and is used by UFOs for travel, both along the planet's surface as well as interdimensionally. In Beyond the Occult, Colin Wilson describes a vision experienced by Barbara Tucker, in which she saw the entire universe on a grid system that stretched into infinity and connected everything-every thought, word and deed. And in Hands of Light, B. A. Brennan describes nine levels of the auric field, in which the odd-numbered levels are composed of tiny intricate grid systems and the even-numbered of free-floating energy.

Brennan goes on to state that not only does each human exist within an individual auric field, so does each building and city, and even the planet. It would appear, to those who take the time to develop the ability to see into the different levels of the auric field, that we live not only within an individual, but a collective auric field. Brennan doesn't go into detail regarding the collective field, choosing instead to focus entirely on very tangible methods for healing the individual auric field. This article will explore the relationship between the individual and collective auric fields, and the way I understand the Illuminati--an elite international cult which bases its membership on bloodline--to be manipulating them.


To be continued.

Later,
Terry

[Joe Hillshoist]

Good one.

Looking forward to more.

[Wombaticus Rex]

Got a number of friends who attended/a few who graduated Barbara Brennan's "school" -- pretty wild place, highly charged environment even by well-funded new age standards. I always have a hard time with the teaching that all human suffering is just "part of the bigger picture" and we all just need to "transcend" it, that's a tricky line to walk and I think Taoism did it more gracefully than anyone in this century has.

Just the same, I can only take "energy work" for granted as a self-evident reality. I have a circular conversation with a buddy of mine who's going to medical school, basically summarized as follows:

buddy: "it's just the placebo effect"
me: "yeah, but the placebo works every time"
buddy: "but it's just psychosomatic..."
me: "...and it achieves real effects..."

etc.

[Jeff]

From a profile of Beth Goobie:

Quill and Quire
author profile: Beth Goobie (from May 2004 issue)

Beth Goobie's otherworldly views

by Amy Jo Ehman

Meeting young adult author Beth Goobie is a little like reading a Beth Goobie novel: somewhat disorienting at first.

I agree to interview Goobie in a coffee shop because she does not want me to know where she lives. The mercury on this January day has sunk to –40, and the air over Saskatoon is frosty with ice crystals. “I did some work clearing my chakras before I came here,” she announces.

Chakras are part of an ancient Eastern belief that the body has seven primary energy points, each one assigned a colour, from red at the base of the spine to violet at the top of the head. Goobie seems to be testing my knowledge – and my willingness to accept what she tells me. Over the course of our conversation she says many things that require an explanation.

“Basically, you are clearing your auric field,” she says. “Your auric field is an energy field that you carry around you that contains all your thoughts and all your memories. It contains your past tense, your present tense, and your future tense. When you sit down to write, you need to learn how to clear that field so you have a space that will let you move into your story. I found that it gave me much more clarity and focus and really improved my writing abilities. It was very tangible.”

Almost all of Goobie’s novels involve unusual theories about the human psyche. It is why some publishers have turned down her work, and why she is so grateful for the acceptance and encouragement she receives from her current publisher, Orca Book Publishers in Victoria.

“They don’t believe it so they won’t publish it,” she says of those other publishers. “They say, ‘We like the story, we like the characters, but we don’t like the psychic element. If you take it out we’ll publish it.’ Well, I don’t care if you’re the biggest publisher in the world, I’m not going to do that for you.”

Goobie’s protagonists are outsiders, cast into “special” roles by no wish of their own. They are typically on the cusp of great change – both physically and emotionally. They learn that it is more important to be self-aware than to be understood. They are not cute. Their stories are both unfamiliar and unsettling.

I ask how a 44-year-old woman with no children gets so close to her teenage characters, how she gets the dialogue so right and the angst so true. Her response raises still more questions.

She tells me that because of a traumatic childhood, she developed a “fragmented” psyche. She stored memories on different “levels,” and many of those levels she simply lost. It wasn’t until she was in her thirties that she began to remember those childhood fragments. “It’s like you’re a series of infinite parallel universes and on each one of them your personalities are vibrating at different rates. As they integrate, you learn to absorb that vibrating rate, that frequency rate, and your consciousness expands,” she says.

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[marykmusic]

This is the reality that Dragon got banned for discussing... the etheric battle against these very same black want-to-live-forever magicians.

Go figure.

And read the Captain's Logs. He's about ready to say "I told you so" to everyone who accepted the war in Iran as a real thing. --MaryK

[Joe Hillshoist]

Maryk i think Dragon got banned for how he discussed it, not that he discussed it at all. And for some of the stuff that went with his discussions of this subject.

With regard to cathie's "energy grid", in SE Australia, "Bora rings" serve as a form of "chakra points" for the earth.

There is however one category of site in eastern Australia whose significance is clear. These are the earthen rings of eastern New South Wales and south-eastern Queensland known under the generalised name of “Bora rings”. They are significant ritual structures, which are probably unique in the world, as hunter gatherer constructions of known function which constitute notable monuments in the landscape. It was clear to the panel that World Heritage listing of these sites could be feasible.

http://www.archaeology.arts.uwa.edu.au/staff/bowdler__research_interests/a_study_of_indigenous_ceremonial_(bora)_sites_in_eastern_australia

I have been to between 5 and 10 Bora Rings, along the East Coast.

very trippy places, and often weird things happen.

There is always an animal, usually a bird of some sort (Magpies and Eagles mostly) that will follow and observe you. Hairs on the back of the neck raising and all that...

They are usually initiation sites, usually male sites, tho indigenous issues are gender based. Women don't talk about mens business.

And men don't talk about womens business.

I suspect there is a similar process to do with womens initiation, but its none of my business.

(Spelling ed)

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The Illuminati and the Auric Field
Up is Down, Pain is Pleasure, Just Put It All Behind You, Baby
by Beth Goobie
(cont.)
(The first 2 paragraphs of this article are at the end of the first post.)

As Above, So Below

For years, quantum physics has posited that we live within a structure of infinite parallel universes, each of which exists at a different set of frequencies. What separates these universes is not space, but frequency--some vibrate quicker than others. It is generally thought that the level of reality we call the 'physical world' is the densest level, the one that vibrates at the slowest rate. Theorists often state that what appears in this level has its counterpart in other levels, changing slightly in each one. Not only do you and I live in a succession of parallel universes, so does your bed, your pet, your acquaintances and your public library, albeit slightly altered in each one.

In Hands of Light, Brennan states that what occurs in the physical universe is the result of events that have already occurred in upper levels of the auric field. For example, she describes the case of a woman who came to her, desiring to be healed of infertility. As Brennan worked to heal the levels of this woman's auric field over a series of sessions, she saw the woman's field preparing a place for conception and the fetus that was conceived in her physical body at a later date. This would seem to confirm some of Plato's theories, as well as the meaning of the six-pointed Star of David: As above, so below. However, as Brennan demonstrates, and as has also been my experience, with careful focused intent, the upper levels of the field can be affected by the positive healing intentions of the lowest one: i.e. you can create your own future, working from down-up.

Readers of my previous Paranoia article, "The Network of Stolen Consciousness" (www.paranoiamagazine.com), will know that I endured decades of Illuminati/MKUltra trauma-based mind control programming. In this article I detailed methods by which the Illuminati fragment a child's consciousness and deliberately send it out of the body into carefully constructed interdimensional structures. Most of these structures are composed of grids, and are coded into the child's mind with different pitches of sound and color (triggers). These triggers are essential for retrieval, but they are also vibratory or frequency codes that connect the child's consciousness to specific levels in the auric field.

I believe the auric field is what we commonly understand to be the human mind. This means that every human mind is naturally divided into levels that alternate between intricate grid structures and free-floating energy. As Brennan describes it, each level is color-coded (and therefore vibrates at a different rate): the first grid level is blue (including the chakra points), the second is composed of a mass of free-floating different-colored energies and the chakra points are variously red, red-orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and white. On the third level, the grid and chakras are yellow. The fourth is similar to the second but lighter in color, the fifth is an opalescent white and the seventh, platinum gold. Brennan states that the eighth and ninth levels are crystalline in nature, but she does not have a detailed understanding of them.

Much of Brennan's work as a healer involves weaving together strands of the various grid levels that have been damaged, and healing negative thought forms that reside in the free-floating energy levels. These thought forms can be related to a person's present or past lives; for instance, she describes removing an ancient weapon from an individual's heart chakra that killed him in a previous life and remained as a thought form in his auric field in subsequent lives, hindering full functioning. These thought forms are obviously closely connected to memory; in fact, they are memory, some of it repressed and some of it part of conscious recall but unresolved.

Strawberry Fields

My experiences as an Illumninati mind control slave lead me to believe that they are fully aware of the levels of the auric field and are using them to fragment and manipulate both individual and mass consciousness. Much of this is related to grid programming. For example, I remember being taken as a child into a room full of very large wooden strawberries, each with a numbered door on it. The room's floor was green and scattered with painted flowers, and a P.A. system was playing "Strawberry Fields Forever." In a drugged trance state, I was led by a man to one of the strawberries--let's say Strawberry #7. The man opened Strawberry 7's door and I entered a small dark room with a grid of large drawers in the opposite wall, much like a morgue storage room. Each of these doors had a letter on it: A, B or C. The man pulled out one of the drawers--let's say Drawer F--and I was told to climb into it. When I complied, I was told my name was Strawberry 7F. Then I was told to go to sleep.

This scenario usually followed a programming session in which electric shock and other forms of trauma had been used to shatter my mind into fragments. These fragments were then taken to the 'Strawberry Fields' and stored in various strawberries for future retrieval and programming. One strawberry could hold many personality fragments, each the result of a different programming session and stored in a separate drawer under a different code (Strawberry 7A, Strawberry 7B, Strawberry 7C, etc.).

Obviously my body didn't remain in Drawer F in Strawberry 7 'forever'; only a fragment of my mind did. But through the use of trance states and sound and light coding, the memory of Strawberry 7 and all the personality fragments it contained became a thought form stored within a specific level in my auric field. (Brighter lights and higher notes indicated levels which existed at quicker frequencies.) And so an actual physical event was coded and stored as a thought form within a grid structure into a level of my auric field.

Grid programming was basic throughout my experience with the Illuminati. During this time I was often used to perform in elite sex clubs. One act involved a stage prop that closely resembled the Hollywood Squares set-up. Female performers were positioned in a four-wide by three-high grid, and then the curtain rose and "Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band" began to play. The performers danced and sang in their individual compartments within the grid structure, then exited the grid, performed their sexually titillating song-and-dance routine along the front of the stage, and returned to their positions within the grid for the finale. Obviously my personality fragment that performed this routine was stored in a grid thought form when not active on stage, but the difference here was that it was not a grid form that contained only my personality fragment--it also contained the personality fragments of the other mind control slaves being used in the stage act. Thus it was a grid-shaped thought form shared by everyone participating in the original event that created it.

The Collective Auric Field

Levels of an individual's auric field can interact with those of another in a variety of ways. Since the auric field exists in an egg-shaped energy pocket around the human body, standing close to another person will cause your personal field to overlap with her/his field. Whether or not you are able to 'see' auric fields, you may feel negative vibes coming from an individual and feel a strong urge to move away. Even crossing another person's energy trail can affect your field, sometimes causing a distinct burning sensation. (This is probably the source of the old adage 'Don't cross his path.') This blending of fields can be used to deliberately transfer thought forms from one person's field to another, so it is advisable to clear your personal auric field on a daily basis.

The same scenario applies to the auric field of a building. When you enter a building you also enter its auric field, and the various levels of your personal field begin to interact with those of the building. As is true for humans, a building contains energy traces of everything that has occurred within its walls, which is why it can exude positive or negative vibes. The longer you remain in a building , the more you absorb from its field into your own.

This is the reason the Illuminati hold their rituals in buildings that garner a lot of human traffic (government buildings, religious centers, sports arenas, malls, etc.). These rituals are designed to open gates between the levels of the auric field, and to allow energy (or fragments of human consciousness) that has been carefully built up through torture, orgies and human sacrifice, to be released into quicker levels of the collective field. (In occult terminology, human consciousness sent into another level of the field is called the 'spark'. Most Illuminati mind control slaves don't realize they have not one spark but many--hundreds or even thousands, all carefully compartmentalized into thought forms that have been stored in different levels of the auric field.) Once this energy (or 'spark' of human consciousness) has been released into a quicker level of the field, it is used to build complex structures or patterns (sacred geometry) which house and align the entities that dominate these levels. Fragments of human consciousness both fuel and anchor these patterns, which is why they are commonly called 'cornerstones'.

Some of the energy (consciousness) released in these rituals is simply consumed by the entities that live in the quicker levels of the collective field. Often these entities will use this energy to manifest in the 'physical' level, or to merge with a human participant (probably by blending its slowest grid pattern with one of those within the human's personal auric field.) When this occurs, the human may shapeshift. This is known as 'possession,' and takes place frequently in Illuminati rituals. (Please note: I am not inferring that D.I.D. (Dissociated Identity Disorder) is possession, rather that they both exist and can coexist within the same person.)

Once the ritual is completed in the physical level and the participants have left the ritual site, the ritual becomes a memory or thought form stored not only in the auric field of each human participant, but also within the building's auric field. This thought form includes a consciousness fragment (spark) of each human participant, as well as each entity that was called out during the ritual. These entities are succubuses.

After the ritual is completed, the entities' 'sparks' continue to occupy a quicker level within the building's auric field, where they position themselves above places human traffic can be expected to congregate. There they feed off whatever energy they can suck from the personal fields of individual humans who are standing at the check-out till at a department store, the information desk at a library, or sitting in the audience at a rock concert or sports event.

I'm going to submit what's here. We're nearly half-way through.

to be continued.

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continued from above

The Illuminati and the Auric Field

The Grid Mind Merge

It is my understanding that the Illuminati are deliberately creating artificial grid levels that are probably contained within the free-floating energy levels of the auric field. As a child, I remember being bound in a straightjacket and suspended midair, then shocked in order to create the thought form of my body as a midair electrical line of light. This was also done with my body in a 'cross' configuration, with my legs together and my arms outstretched. I also remember a roomful of people lying on the floor in a grid formation, with their hands touching and each person's feet placed against the top of someone else's head, while a strobe light and a high-pitched sound were played.

My understanding is that this formed a collective grid-shaped thought form that joined everyone into a kind of mind merge. This was then used not only as a source of energy that fed the entities that existed at that particular high-pitched frequency, but also as a form of group mind control. If one of the individuals in the group became conscious of the hostile ugly grid in her/his personal field and tried to move out of or dissolve it, the rest of the individuals in the grid would immediately start sending reinforcing energy to rebuild that section of the grid and further entrap the resistant individual. This type of grid mind merge was variously called The Network, The Web, The Family, and "the ties that bind."

Sometimes virtual reality glasses and ear devices were used during rituals to code the event into a level of the auric field as it was taking place within the 'physical' level of reality. For instance, as I was being gang-raped on an altar, the virtual reality glasses that I was wearing would transform my visual image of each rapist into a brilliant white-light figure. At the same time an ear device emitted an extremely high-pitched sound into my ear. The brilliant white light and extremely high-pitched frequency indicate that this event was being stored as a thought form within a very quick level of my field.

Recovering these coded thought forms, or 'repressed memories' can be extremely difficult, as the quicker levels of the field are almost impossible to see while your mind is vibrating at a slower frequency. At first they tend to appear as brilliant patterns and jewel-like structures. Gradually, with repeated effort, you will be able to see these quicker levels as 'solid' or 'physical' worlds, and to identify the manner in which events from your own life have been dissociated and coded into these levels of reality.

The Sub-Atomic Twin

In Beyond the Occult (p. 175), Colin Wilson states that at the sub-atomic level or reality, a full circle isn't 360 degrees, but 720. When a human being turns 360 degrees, she finds herself back in her original position, but while she is turning that one full circle, every electron in her body is turning two full circles, or 720 degrees, to regain their original positions. What Wilson suggests is that the 'physical' level of reality has somehow lost half the degrees it should have, or that the sub-atomic level contains a hidden, or extra, dimension of reality.

The question this raises for me is: What is the relationship between the sub-atomic level and the auric field, including both the natural and artificial levels? The Illuminati seem to be aware of the 'twin'-circle function of electrons, to the point of using it to build artificial levels of reality or 'mysteries.' One of their basic triggers is the U-turn, or 180 degree turn, made by a vehicle or pedestrian. (This U-turn is always counterclockwise. In Illuminati mind control programming codes, a counterclockwise circle is used to open programs and interdimensional gates, and a clockwise circle is used to close them. Otherwise every time a mind control slave looked at a clock or watch, her carefully stored programs would begin to open.) When the counterclockwise U-turn signal is given, my understanding is that it triggers a person's consciousness to temporarily transfer from what we call the physical level of reality to the sub-atomic level, where a stored thought form, based on a ritual that has previously taken place, then stored in the auric field, is waiting.

This stored thought form will have been coded into a grid at a specific frequency, and both the person performing the U-turn trigger and the person being targeted will have been present at the event that created the thought form. When the U-turn trigger is given, it registers as half a circle or 180 degreees at the physical level, and 360 degrees or one full circle at the sub-atomic level (which I'm assuming the Illuminati have actually broken down into levels, and coded with various frequencies of sound and light). The counterclockwise U-turn then opens an interdimensional gate, allowing a quick transfer of consciousness in both the person giving the trigger and the person receiving it, from the physical level to the shared thought form stored at the sub-atomic level, reactivating that thought form not only for the giver and receiver of the trigger, but also for all of the original participants.

Most of these shared thought forms involve a ritualized gang rape, and are used to 'boost' the rapists' energy level and give them a 'lift'. By coding the original rape as a thought form into a level of the auric field, these rapists can be 'boosted' at a sub-atomic level every time the rape victim is triggered with the counterclockwise U-turn signal. Because these thought forms are stored at levels in the field that vibrate at quicker frequencies than the physical level, they take much less time to re-enact at the sub-atomic (or auric?) level. Within seconds, the ritual will have replayed itself and the targeted person's consciousness returned to the physical level without any long term awareness of what has taken place. The only symptoms may be a brief sensation of intense heat or burning in the auric field, and a feeling of being suddenly drained of energy.

The Cross

Grids are built out of a series of connected crosses. The cross is a well-known Illuminati symbol. David Icke suggests that is represents the elite hybrid bloodlines that have resulted from reptilian-human interbreeding, and Acharya S states that it is a symbol of the sun. My experience tells me that mythological symbols are also codes used to describe the manipulation of consciousness and the way it is fragmented, aligned and stored within the various levels of the auric field. My understanding is that the cross symbol primarily represents the center point of each cross in the grid levels of the collective auric field (both natural and artificial). The center point of these crosses are gates which open onto quicker levels of the field, allowing consciousness to travel 'upward'. Consciousness can also travel horizontally along these grids. Anyone can learn to travel the grids, and it is obviously in the interest of the entities that dominate the quicker levels of the collective field to discourage humans from the practice. My guess is that this is one of the reasons the figure of a dead man was slapped onto a cross and programmed into the collective human psyche as a warning or 'keep-out' sign. Another is obviously a reference to the victims murdered in these rituals and their stolen life energy, which is used to 'lift' the consciousness of their murderers to a 'higher level.'

Thought forms created from ritualized rapes are stored at the center of a cross in a collective grid. This means that when one of these thought forms is triggered and re-enacted, not only the original participants, but any human or entity active in that grid level of the field, can join in and get a 'boost.' Because of the grid format, these re-enacted thought forms can be entered horizontally from four directions. Since the original ritual usually takes place as a circle of participants surrounding a central point (the victim), the thought form, once coded into a grid, appears as a circle divided by a cross, which is another of the Illuminati's major symbols. (The cross surrounded by a circle is the symbol of an active gate. The cross is the symbol of a closed gate.)

It is also important to note that not only can consciousness travel horizontally along a grid, it can use the 'boost' of energy gained at a cross to quicken its frequencies and travel 'upward' into another cross at a 'higher level.' There it can join in yet another re-enacted thought form, gain another 'boost,' and travel to other 'higher levels.' (It can also travel downward, which makes a total of six possible directions, a basic Illuminati programming number.) These artificial grids can be huge and extremely powerful, and they are used to fuel Illuminati activities such as the stock market, commerce, and political campaigns, etc.

to be continued.

There is still a bit more to this article.

I'll be back.
Terry

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This will be the conclusion to the article by Beth Goobie.

The Illuminati and the Auric Field (cont)
by Beth Goobie

Put It All Behind You

Primary storage points within the individual's auric field for these coded thought forms are the back chakras. This is one of the reasons a mind control slave is heavily programmed with a front-back split in consciousness--so that she will remain completely unaware of the extremely dense layering of coded thought forms that has been laid in 'behind' her body. (The other is so that she will be unaware of being approached physically from behind.)

Slaves are also programmed with a left/right split because most of the physical gestures used to trigger them to 'hook-up' a 'spark' of their consciousness to a grid thought form are made with the left hand. 'Front,' or non-cult personalities, are heavily programmed not to notice gestures made with the left hand. Others include coughing, sniffing, whistling, revving a car, phrases such as "cross your fingers," opening a door, any upward gesture with the left hand or foot, or touching the major chakra points on the top of the head or along the back of the body.

Here's where it gets complicated. (Sorry, couldn't resist that little joke.) One of the main program codes for the Illuminati is 'Up is down.' While all of their artificial levels are built out of frequencies that vibrate more quickly than those of the physical level, the most important levels are laid in not in an upward direction, but downward. In truth, 'up' and 'down' don't exist in the auric field, it's all a matter of quicker and slower frequencies, but humans perceive reality (even interdimensionally) as spatial, and so the Illuminati use a spatial frame of reference to code these artificially constructed levels into the auric field.

First they program a mind control slave to believe that 'up' and 'forward' are good, and 'down' and 'backward' are bad. Then 'positive' memories (both actual and virtual reality events) are coded into areas of the slave's auric field that are located in their front chakras and ahead of their bodies, and in the first few 'upward' levels (which are perceived as being above the slave's head). Negative memories (again both actual and virtual reality) are laid into the downward direction (perceived as being beneath the slave's feet). These layers are much denser than the upward ones, mostly because the average slave's negative memories out number their positive ones by approximately one billion to one.

Beneath a dense layering of negative thought-form levels in a 'downward' direction, the Illuminati lay in level after level of progressively quicker and more 'positive' thought forms. Basic to understanding how this works is the realization that different emotions vibrate at different frequencies and register in different levels of the auric field. Depression, for example, vibrates at a slower rate than sexual ecstasy. The Illuminati use this 'rainbow' of emotional frequencies to build their artificial levels, layering those that vibrate at a slower rate closer to the body. Since the slower levels contain so many thought forms of fear and pain, they are extremely effective as barrier levels, blocking the mind control slave from mentally exploring the quicker levels and releasing the consciousness (energy) that fuels and anchors them.

Pain is Pleasure

This is why the Illuminati combine torture and sexual arousal in their rituals. Both sensations are experienced simultaneously in the body, but as frequencies they register in entirely different levels of the auric field. Both levels store the same memory event, but in the slower level it registers as an event of fear and pain, while in the quicker one it registers as sexual bliss. As the Illuminati say, "Pain is pleasure, and pleasure is pain." What is pain the the slower levels is pleasure in the higher ones, at least this is the 'game' the Illuminati play.

Because the consciousness in these different levels has been compartmentalized by trauma, the part of the mind that vibrates in the quicker levels exists without the context or understanding of the pain that was integral to the original physical experience that created it. Thus this part of the mind can be repeatedly raped and tortured, and experience continual bliss. In the quicker levels there is no understanding of good or evil: sacrifice is bliss and the rape victim a goddess, copulating with the gods. Isolated and split off from the other levels of its experience, this 'spark' of the mind does not understand it is nothing more than a source of feed for the 'gods' (human or entity) that are traveling the high-frequency grids and feeding upon it.

The Illuminati use these 'higher' bliss-filled levels to lay in (program) patterns of behavior and events--both for individuals slaves and for groups. These patterns then work their way 'down' through the levels until they are finally acted out in the physical level. Since the quicker levels are composed of blissful frequencies, a program to commit suicide or murder, to start a war or explode a nuclear missile, contains no comprehension of pain or despair. Frequencies of fear and pain enter these patterns only as they download into levels that operate at the slower levels, but since mind control slaves have been programmed to believe in 'destiny' (patterns of behavior laid in at quicker-vibrating levels and downloaded into slower ones), they generally obey the 'signs' and 'codes.'

As I understand it, the Illuminati are using the energy of 'repressed memories,' split-off consciousness, and the thought forms created by various public institutions and the media, to fuel and build other levels of reality, which are then used to manipulate the physical one. What is commonly dismissed as fantasy or figments of the imagination are actually solid worlds in their respective levels of the auric field, and they impact upon every aspect of this one. Essential to this process is the physical human body, which acts as a battery to fuel the quicker levels of the field.

As more and more of a mind control slave's consciousness is dissociated and coded into these 'higher levels,' her personal field grows denser and heavier, and her consciousness within the body more fragmented and limited. And because her trauma-based programming usually begins while she is still in the womb, it is unlikely she will have any memory of her auric field's natural state, in which the levels interact in a blissful harmonious nature. So she believes the program that tells her she needs to travel through levels of pain to reach ecstasy. As the Illuminati say, "No pain, no gain."

This process, however, is completely reversible. With careful focused intent, all of the artificial grids, patterns or jewel-like structures that have been coded into a slave's personal field can be dissolved into their natural free-floating energy state, where they are no longer in the power of 'the gods.' As this is accomplished, the natural levels of the field once again interact in a harmonious fashion, and the former mind control slave comes into full functioning, both physical and spiritual. (Please note: when recovering a 'repressed' memory, it is essential to reach into the memory, tenderly lift that part of yourself free of that context, and bring it back into your physical body. Then dissolve the rest of the memory. This does not mean you will forget the historical content of what you've experienced, but if you don't retrieve your 'spark,' it will remain trapped in that thought form within your auric field, and continue to be used to fuel the Illuminati's 'mysteries.' And while it is important to regain these memories, it is vastly more important to recover the energy of consciousness that they contain. For history is simply form, used to contain energy. Historical events are temporal, the energy of consciousness eternal. The Illuminati are using both historical event and memory as form to entrap consciousness and the energy it contains, which they then use to fuel their activities in various levels of the auric field. This is why their programming techniques place so much emphasis on the visual.)

Holographic Reality

What is absolutely essential to the Illuminati's inter-level manipulation of human consciousness and world history is a continued lack of awareness as to the existence of both the natural and artificial levels of the auric field, and a continued stubborn clinging to the illusion of separateness. For the truth is that we live in a holographic reality. Each part contains the whole. As I understand it, this means that each grid level of an individual human's auric field contains the collective grid of the entire planet that vibrates at that frequency. Not only that, but it contains the equivalent grid of the entire universe. The possibilities for the overlapping of interdimensional realities and the merging of consciousness that this permits are staggering.

I believe I experienced on of these in 1996. I was on a plane traveling from Vancouver to Calgary, and as it began its descent into Calgary, a four-year-old East Indian girl sitting five rows ahead of me began to squirm and repeatedly cry out, "No. Stop. No no. Stop." (I mention her ethnicity only to point out that the Illuminati are interested in more than blond blue-eyed children.) Attempts by her mother and a stewardess to soothe her were to no avail; she continued to squirm and cry out in a hoarse desperate voice. After a minute or so, the thought suddenly came to me: She's responding to something in another level. Tuning my mind to a quicker frequency, I began probing the area around the little girl. What I saw then, not in the physical level but a quicker one, was what appeared to be a laboratory and two glowing white humanoid figures that were leaning directly over the little girl.

At that moment a second thought hit me full force: They're operating on her in another level. Immediately I threw all the mental energy I could muster at the two figures, trying to disrupt what they were doing. An explosion of light occurred and a huge struggle ensued--nothing I could see but could definitely feel. It was almost overwhelming and went on for the next several minutes as the plane continued its descent into Calgary and the little girl moaned and cried. Then abruptly, the stuggle cut off. The light and energy disappeared, and the little girl simultaneously stopped moaning. Exhausted, I slumped into my seat and the plane landed.

I waited as those ahead of me disembarked, then left the plane. As I walked into the airport's main waiting area, I caught sight of the four-year-old girl, facing an East Indian man who was on his knees, smiling and talking gently to her. Her back was to me, so she didn't see me as I approached, then ten feet from her began my turn to the right that would take me out of the airport.

As I began that turn to the right, the little girl suddenly turned to face me. No one had called out to her, it was a movement completely disconnected from anything going on physically around her. Our eyes met and she stood observing me, wide-eyed and solemn, with one thumb in her mouth. No knowing what to say or how to explain, I simply smiled at her, then continued my turn to the right and walked down the hall that led out of the airport.

At the end of the hall, before I opened the door to leave the airport, I glanced back. The little girl was still standing in the same place, watching me solemnly, one thumb in her mouth.

That moment was one of the greatest gifts of my life.

The End

Beth Goobie is the author of 17 books (as of 2005). Her two titles which deal with cults are Scars of Light (poetry, NeWest Press, l998,) and The Only-Good Heart (fiction, Pedlar Press, l998).


I am personally of the opinion that our conscious awareness is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to comprehending reality. So much more is happening on levels beyond our understanding, beyond our language.

I can't imagine going through the kind of experiences Beth describes and not coming out a basket-case at the end. More power to her.

Hope this article is helpful to some here. I thought it was one of the better pieces on Illuminati mind control. What I would like to get out of it is a better understanding of how these techniques are used on the population at large, "the multitudes" as my friend at the Theosophical Society would refer to them (ahem...us. Well, me anyway.)

Funny, I always considered dissociation a special talent...something to get you through say, a visit to the dentist. hmmmm

Take Care,
Terry

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*crickets*

[Joe Hillshoist]

Relax man there's a lot to assimilate in that chunk of info.

[Joe Hillshoist]

Dissassociation is more a skill than a talent.

It is useless to a person if they don't develop it. Its yseful over the last 20 metres of a 400m track race for example. Cos at that point the pain can be quite intense, but holding proper form by focusing on the form and disassociating from the pain usually leads to a better performance.

There are probably many useful evolutionary reasons for developing such processes.

Like psychic power, kicking a ball or constructing a sentence, its a combination of talent (natural ability) and skill (development of that ability).

But like all talents and skills it can be manipulated by others.

Especially if you are unaware of it in yourself.


Still spinning about the article. V interesting, tho some people might think it was bunkum.

After a lifetime of stuffing around with various magical sytstems and getting preety deep into some, I can see where she is coming from, and the article sort of reinforces all my prepositions about the practical occult aspects of MC and some ritual abuse.

After all this time I still couldn't say whether thoughtforms and entities have any real existence without humans.

Sometimes I think they actually may. But ...

A couple of weird things have happened.

For example, if you had sex with a MC victim, would you have access to some of those mindspaces even tho you were not involved in the creation of them? Would they actually impinge onto the experience whether you wanted them to or not...

Would the entities and thoughtforms be same but different in that without the nastiness something else is allowed to come through that is ... well wholesome.

And what do you do if something resembling the thoughtform decides to manifest in reality, in a very inappropriate place (say while driving through city traffic) asking for a little bit of pure chi to help break one grid.

I know this sounds really weird and a bit off - but I have had some very strange experiences in my life.


Is it possible to break the grids down from outside?

etc etc etc.

There's a lot to think about in there.

Oh BTW

Are chakra's as arbitary and able to be creat... er are chi channels real independant things, or an imaginary structure designed to interface the mind with the body's energy flow, and essentially are they irrelevent.

The creative act being the thing that matters. IE Would it make a diff if you imagined all your chakras on your eyelids and built a structure of whole chi flow that you related to through the eyelids. IE are they metaphorical.

In the way web brousers are metaphorical structures for manipulating complex and intricate codes beyond my ability to read and understand.

Cos the answer to that creates a whole series of different ways to build a response to those illuminastic etheric structures Beth Goobie refers to.


BTw Goobie is an unfortunate name isn't it.

If you think the crickets are deafening in here you should hear them OUT here in matter land.

[Joe Hillshoist]

Another thought.

Cities are grids for the manipulation and movement of economic power.

[LilyPatToo]

Wow. I'd only read Goobie's writings in small bits--this huge chunk is literally destabilizing me and when I lose my balance, I automatically dissociate So if I'm less than clear in this post, that's why (that's my story, anyway, and I'm stickin' to it! )

Oddly (or not) I've seen an infinite grid in a flash of vision (when I was much younger--20's maybe). It was white and multiple sparks sped along it. When two of them ran into each other at an intersection, a crystalline structure formed, lived, then dissolved and the sparks rushed on.

Note how many elements of that vision also appear in the articles above

At this point in my journey of discovery about WTF happened to me, I'm almost allergic to all New Age-sounding spirituality, since I've learned how it's programmed into MC program survivors in order to keep them passive and compliant.

So I have to force myself to read writers like Goobie right now. It's not that I don't believe that there are spiritual realities, it's just that I don't yet know how to begin to separate the crap from the gold. I'm wary of ALL of it, on principle, at the moment. I'm hoping that that's not a permanent state.

I'm currently reading Judith K. Moore's book, "Journey to Freedom", which contains a ton of spirituality, but at least it tends to be Earth/Nature centered, which I tolerate much better than the New Age fluffy bunny fare

LilyPat

[pitcairn]

Terry,

thank you so much for posting the Beth Goobie material

all of it is more than worth reading and rereading; she does a much better job of describing and detailing so much essential understanding/information than anyone I've yet run across

your postings also came at a good time for me, personally; some of what Ms Goobie writes about I had only just recently tried, but failed utterly, to convey in correspondence. I felt sorry that my efforts had surely been so inadequate to the task of communicating such important and potentially useful information.

Beth Goobie says it better than I ever have, or could, and by posting some of her writing at RI you have a done a real service to many, of this I am certain

This process, however, is completely reversible. With careful focused intent, all of the artificial grids, patterns or jewel-like structures that have been coded into a slave's personal field can be dissolved into their natural free-floating energy state, where they are no longer in the power of 'the gods.' As this is accomplished, the natural levels of the field once again interact in a harmonious fashion, and the former mind control slave comes into full functioning, both physical and spiritual.

(Please note: when recovering a 'repressed' memory, it is essential to reach into the memory, tenderly lift that part of yourself free of that context, and bring it back into your physical body. Then dissolve the rest of the memory. This does not mean you will forget the historical content of what you've experienced, but if you don't retrieve your 'spark,' it will remain trapped in that thought form within your auric field, and continue to be used to fuel the Illuminati's 'mysteries.' And while it is important to regain these memories, it is vastly more important to recover the energy of consciousness that they contain. For history is simply form, used to contain energy. Historical events are temporal, the energy of consciousness eternal. The Illuminati are using both historical event and memory as form to entrap consciousness and the energy it contains, which they then use to fuel their activities in various levels of the auric field.


this is so clearly said and describes something so, perhaps ironically, concrete and practical, it provides an exemplar, not of so-called "spirituality," but rather of real, observed and experienced, demonstrated applied science, as has been and is still practiced in countless times and places in the real world

I would also like to add this (borrowed, with some edits/changes,
from the Remote Viewing thread http://rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewt ... 5&start=15):

the thing that drives the usurpation and attempted enslavement of natural sacred science, of True Being, is the ubiquity and oblivious acceptance, if not cunning exploitation, of the easy consort with, and expression of, evil and cruelty, that we have come to call “abuse”

Andrew Vachss is a man who knows whereof he speaks, is nobody's fool, and knows that healing is not just "nice," or some luxury for later-when-you-have-the-time, but rather is essential to human life, and to the life of the whole world; and this essential healing and its true methods have nothing to do with sappy and syrupy notions of "forgiveness" and bogus "spirituality," New Age or other, no more than with intellectualised "therapeutics," that ego-bred “science” paid for by the hour, and conducted for the greater glory of the therapist and/or reputation of some particular therapeutic "school"

knowledge is overrated: what's done with knowledge, and to what true ends, means rather more in the scheme of things; you can always learn something, as you need it, when you are moving through life with earnest (and honest) good will, humility, and all deliberate care

as Beth Goobie shows us, we are who we are, made as we're made, and can be acted upon in certain ways to get certain effects, no matter who is misusing us; whatever can be known and done, can be learned and applied to the ends of remediation and restoration, as much as to the ends of illegitimate power and profit

whatever dark science can do was learned and usurped (could only have been) from original Creation; so the remedy(ies) exist(ed) before any damages wrought

that's what one such as Beth Goobie comes to know, of necessity; all the harm inflicted upon her made her, of necessity, a person of power; that she has so generously shared what she has come to know with all of us, makes clear that she has also become, of choice, a person of grace

thanks again Terry, for posting this

edited to add link