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(more articles by Beth posted in March of '07 here.)
Paranoia Magazine
Issue 47 Spring 2008
The Janus Program
by Beth Goobie
Janus, the Roman double-headed god, is a symbol of the Anunnaki’s most basic mind control program.
As the myth goes, this god was originally a multiform monster with many heads which were later reduced to two, one fixed in a forward position and the other facing backward. When Jupiter reduced Janus’s heads to two, he also took away his power of movement and appointed him as doorkeeper to Heaven and the god in charge of New Years Eve, that pivotal moment in time, repeated annually, when the old year dies into the new.
In the occult world, Janus is the doorkeeper between the physical and astral worlds. In keeping with Janus’s polarized heads, many esoteric traditions present the astral or spirit plane as operating at 180 degrees to the physical. For instance, some Egyptian murals picture the world of the dead as upside-down and backward to that of the living. Isis and Nephthys, sister goddesses (sometimes presented as twins) of life and the underworld respectively, are frequently portrayed facing in opposite directions. Furthermore, in The Pyramid Texts, which author Jeremy Naydler posits are a record of a pharaoh’s carefully guided mystical experience rather than a funerary text, the pharaoh is exhorted upon return from his out-of-body travels to “turn around” before once again taking on his body.
In an interesting parallel, Matthew 18:3 presents Jesus as telling his disciples that they must “turn and become like children” before entering the Kingdom of Heaven. Also of note, the Mayans used the U-turn symbol to represent the gate to the underworld. Other esoteric traditions presented divine beings between polarized symbols. For instance, Mithras and Dionysus were sometimes portrayed between two torchbearers, one whose torch was pointed up and the other pointed down, and Jesus died between two thieves, one of which went to Heaven after death and the other to Hell.
This could be dismissed as mere symbol or fairytale, as in Alice’s journeys into her reverse-image looking-glass world. However, in a Near Death Experience, NDEers frequently report that once they leave the body, they look back to see it lying at 180 degrees. For instance, in Colin Wilson’s book Mysteries, a man named Oliver Fox describes opening his astral eyes and finding himself turned 180 degrees from his physical body. He then comes into contact with an astral monster on the other side of the room. And in Memories of God and Creation, some of Dr. Modi’s hypnotized psychiatric patients report traveling to Heaven, then returning through a time tunnel flying backward. When considered in the context of consistent ancient text references to the astral or spirit world existing at 180 degrees to the physical, these experiences raise interesting questions. Like the DNA double helix, whose two halves are complementary, but not identical, inverted forms, are the physical and spirit worlds also inverse worlds positioned at 180 degrees?
In The Dragon Legacy, author de Vere states that Elphane, the spirit world of the elven race is a reversed mirror image of this one. In fact, he goes so far as to say that the Elphane world is the original realm and its matrix underlies all form, including that which appears in our physical world. If he is correct, then the template matrix underlying all form lies at 180 degrees to our world, and we are living our lives backwards in reference to it. This, in my opinion, gives just cause for alarm, since de Vere appears to be a whole-hearted advocate of incestual breeding, pedophilia that does not include penile penetration, and “familial vampirism”–at least for the “elven” race.
But if one considers this information in the context of substantial evidence that the human species was seeded and/or guided through its evolution by a technologically (but not morally) advanced reptilian-humanoid race which practiced incestual breeding, pedophilia and blood rites as societal norms, then this would make some sense. And, as R.A. Boulay points out in Flying Serpents and Dragons, the names of these Sumerian reptilian gods can be read phonetically forward or in reverse, the name ZUEN, for instance, also appearing in ancient Sumerian script as ENZU. Could this be an indication of their ability to travel interdimensionally between worlds positioned at 180 degrees?
The theme of dualism, if not actual reversal, has dominated esoteric tradition from the beginning. Ancient Egypt was called “The Two Lands.” Its esoteric traditions portrayed the universe as “The Dual Realities” or “The Two Truths,” etc. In a similar vein, the Toltecs called this world Omeyocan, “the place of duality,” and the Mandeans, Cathars, Judaism, Christianity and Mithraism also viewed the world as dualistic, composed of opposing forces of light and darkness.
In addition, esoteric traditions as disparate as Taoism, voodoo, Buddhism and the ancient Egyptians espoused the concept of the binary soul doctrine. This philosophy presents the human psyche as divisible, a composite of two distinct elements that divide at death, then go on to experience completely different afterlife experiences. The ancient Egyptians called these two parts of the soul the ba (rational and conscious) and ka (the emotional and unconscious). The ka, the emotional astral body, was often portrayed as a black reversed image to the physical body. Called a “double,” it was understood to contain memory and identity, and was strongly associated with the realm of form and image.
At death the ka and ba were torn apart, and it was understood that if they were unable to reunite, the ba would continue on to heaven alone, leaving the ka (and all sense of personal history) to gradually disintegrate. The Egyptians considered this a terrible fate, and their complex funerary traditions were directed toward integrating the ba and ka into what was known as the akh, the radiant integrated Osiris state.
Voodoo posits a similar philosophy, adding to this that the unconscious part of the soul can be stolen from the body while it is still alive. If this happens, the conscious part of the soul that remains in the body becomes sluggish and the person is reduced to a zombie, losing her/his ability to remember the past or operate within a subjective personal context. In The Lost Secret of Death, author Peter Novak posits that it is the conscious mind (rational, objective, analytical and able to choose) that experiences the after-life scenario of the dark tunnel or formless void, while the unconscious mind (emotional, pattern and form-oriented, composite of memories, passive) experiences the realms of heaven and hell.
The NDEer can return from visions of great light and patterns, overwhelmed by sensations of truth and beauty but unable to recall the details of any of the supposedly deep insights encountered–the experience is the product of the unconscious emotional half of the mind only, and thus separated from the conscious analytical mind which was simultaneously experiencing the black tunnel-void realm.
Novak posits that these realities are experienced simultaneously by the two parts of the psyche, and that it is only the conscious part of the mind, which contains the ability to reason and choose but no memory, that goes on to reincarnate without any reference to having lived previous lives. Meanwhile the unconscious half of the mind is trapped forever in a dreamlike heaven/hell netherworld, endlessly repeating established memory patterns without learning from them because of its passive, unable-to-choose nature.
Interestingly enough, this binary pattern also exists in the physical and energy realms. The universe, for example, is made up of matter and anti-matter. Light manifests as both particle and wave. The computer operates on a binary code. DNA is composed to two crystalline strands, and humans are bipedal, utilize two brain hemispheres, and require the interaction of two genders to reproduce. Similarly, in the energy realm all electrical fields are composed of oscillating currents. Energy that vibrates on a continual basis creates two opposing poles, the energy oscillating between these poles in a sine wave. Thus the primary electrical current of human nerve and muscle alternates between a positive and negative deflection.
Even the atoms that comprise physical form are composed of negative and positive charges, and it is their opposition that sustains form. As long as this oscillation remains uninterrupted, the apparent solidity of form that we experience on the physical plane is maintained. To put it another way, as David Icke would say, the realm of vibrational illusion in which we exist requires polarity and duality to exist. All vibrating realms, whether physical or astral, require two points between which to oscillate.
This would appear to apply even to the consciousness of God. In Memories of God and Creation, Dr. Modi’s hypnotized patients describe God as originating as a tiny spark of light that gradually grew to encompass an entire universe through a process that involved spinning, vibrating, and bouncing back and forth between polarities. A similar process was repeated for each galaxy, wherein energy again bounced back and forth, allowing itself to expand and grow. This appears to be the method whereby spiritual energy expands to create the astral, and then physical, realms–by creating polarity. This bouncing back and forth allows for the development of many different frequency rates, particularly slower ones, for as energy expands it slows down. In this manner different frequency rates appear to have been created, with similar frequencies then grouping together according to intent.
Most esoteric traditions posit that humans live in the slowest frequency level. As is to be expected, the higher levels in the field are composed of the quickest frequencies. Entities that exist within these levels think and act much more quickly than those in our plane, and their mental states are much more unified, a group mind. As one descends through the field, gravity increases, dragging down thought, as Colin Wilson puts it, into separateness, allowing for the development of individual consciousness, choice, and free will.
In her book Infinite Mind, Dr. Valerie Hunt, the first researcher to develop the technology to measure and film the human aura, presents a comprehensive human energy field model based on electrical field research and clinical studies. From her research she concludes that a healthy energy field is flowing and unified, without obvious levels or compartments. It is, she states, human belief systems that disturb and fragment the field. Unfortunately while the ideal aura is flowing and unified, most of us have been fragmented by various belief systems. These rigidify our bioenergy fields, dividing them into compartments, and it is the area surrounding the second chakra that is most susceptible to this fragmentation.
As Sol Luckman describes in Conscious Healing, parasites and succubi most commonly attach to the second level of the field. This is the anti-unity level )Janus), the one associated most strongly with sexuality, emotion, and the astral plane. For most people, Luckman states, the second chakra is a rift in the human bioenergy field, a consciousness vacuum that separates spirit and matter. Since the chakras are psychic gates through which other planes of reality connect to the individual human energy field, a fragmented or dysfunctional second chakra permits succubi and astral parasites unrestricted access to the human energy field and dormant kundalini energy.
The astral plane, to which we are connected via the chakras, is the realm of many diverse elements–thought form and the imagination, memory, ghosts, elementals, human out-of-body projections, and a wide variety of discarnate non-human entities. Each of these gravitates to those of similar vibratory resonance; on the astral plane like attracts like, with thought forms and entities of dense and heavy resonance “lower” in the field than those of quicker “happier” vibrations.
In addition, every event that takes place in the physical realm imprints a thought form onto the astral, but most fade overtime, leaving the field free and flowing as Dr. Hunt states. A traumatic event, however, rigidifies thought form just as it causes the physical body to clench in fear. The more frightening an event, the more rigid the thought form it imprints onto both the individual human aura and the collective astral plane, and this is especially true when a belief system is programmed into an individual through the calculated use of fear and/or physical and sexual abuse.
Of note here, cults often program their members through repeated doses of electric shock. The connection between accidental episodes of electric shock (lightning strikes, appliance malfunctions, etc.) and an individual’s subsequent development of psychic ability has been well documented. The same is true for electric shock programming; repeated electric shock jolts an individuals’s consciousness out-of-body, forcing a mental entrainment with the astral plane that remains in place after the return of consciousness to the body. This is, of course, useful to cults, as one of their main priorities is contact with discarnate entities, particularly those of negative light frequencies.
Over the past decade and a half, I have recovered countless memories of cult ritual abuse. These span the range from rituals in small rural buildings, to vast underground chambers and above ground cathedrals. All of them however, reveal and obsession with observing preestablished ritual to the tiniest detail, particularly with regards to the position and movement of the participants, who are carefully arranged in geometric patterns. All ritual, whether for positive or negative purposes, involves the imprinting of thought form onto the astral plane through repeated physical and mental activity, generally according to astrological alignments. To put it another way, it is building the astral universe–creating astral structures for discarnate entities to inhabit, both through reinforcing astral structures created through previous rites and creating new ones.
In every one of the rituals that I have experienced, there were pivotal moments that involved physically turning 180 degrees. These often preceded the opening of interdimensional gates so that discarnate entities could enter this plane and possess the ritual’s human participants in order to feed off their energy. At many of these rituals, I would initially be led into the chamber dressed in a crown and mantle, and carrying a mace. Seated on a throne, I would become a “god” and carry out interdimensional conduit functions. At the ritual’s end, I would either be led out backward, or I would be switched to a personality that had been programmed to believe it was a dog, then leashed and led out on hands and knees to be placed in a cage.
The dog program might not initially seem relevant to this discussion, but dog spelled backward is god. Whether god or dog, however, at the ritual’s completion these programmed personality fragments were stored internally in mental grid structures, then turned clockwise 180 degrees to seal them off from normal consciousness. (To trigger these personality fragments to enter the body for use at the beginning of a ritual, these same grids would be rotated 180 degrees counterclockwise in response to a visual or verbal cue.)
Another Janus program involved two people simultaneously talking different codes, one often backward to the other, into my ears. This was designed to pull apart two Janus-configured personalities, triggering a third deeper personality to surface. Yet another Janus program required that I be laid onto my side between two men, then turned 180 degrees to have sex with each of them. The man not engaged in actual penetration would press his erection to my lower back, which contains the second chakra–the one Sol Luckman, in his book Conscious Healing, has identified as being most susceptible to astral succubi.
My understanding is that this program was designed to create an astral double at 180 degrees, whos function was to copulate with all male out-of-body projections, which would later be sent to copulate with me on the astral plane. These projections were, of course, succubi as Sol Luckman describes, and drained energy from the body, thereby increasing their in-body mental and physical abilities while they decreased mine.
This pattern of polarizing realities by 180 degrees was carefully programmed into all aspects of my life. I had “good” personalities and “bad,” selves that wore white and selves that wore black, parts of me that believed in Jesus and parts that served Satan. Some could be summoned only in dark places, others only when it was light. Each programmed personality had its polarized twin, and it was the energy of their polarization that maintained their programming. For instance, a fervent fundamentalist Christian self could never have faced the presence of other personality fragments that had been programmed to perform bestiality for child pornographers or to copulate in Satanic rituals with adults possessed by discarnate entities. Cult programmers know this, and program these extreme tensions into each cult member to ensure the internal polarities never relax, allowing opposing personalities to merge and heal.
Reinforcing these internal psychological splits were the physical polarities of my home environment. I grew up in a three-story, red-brick duplex in Guelph, Ontario that was built in the early 1900s. Recovered memories have revealed hidden passageways between the two sides of the building–the fake living-room fireplace, which is built at a slant into one corner, can open outward, and there are false backs to bedroom closets on the second and third floors. Each of these secret entrances lead both to a spiral staircase that travels downward to an underground system of tunnels, as well as to the other side of the duplex.
On the duplex’s opposite side was, of course, a mirror-image floor plan to the one in which I officially lived. While abuse took place in both halves of the duplex, the basic difference was that my personalities that lived on one side were fundamentalist Protestant, while those that lived on the other were Roman Catholic. Interestingly enough, the street number for the “Catholic” side of the duplex was 66, and the Protestant was 68. Viewed as two separate split residences, this isn’t remarkable, but integrate the twin halves and the address becomes 6668.
The number 666 in the context of Satanic ritual abuse is self-explanatory. The 8 however, carries various meanings. Generally speaking, it symbolizes infinity. Placed on its side, the number 8 becomes the glyph for Isis, the goddess of life and, I would suggest, her polarized twin, Nephthys, the goddess of the underworld. (In this context it is interesting to note that this glyph, when drawn in an unbroken line, contains both a clockwise and a counterclockwise circle–again, a Janus image.) Furthermore, the shape of the 8 is representative of DNA–bloodline and genetics, themes that have obsessed cults for millennia. The reason for this obsession, however, at least in terms of its astral significance, has rarely been examined..
DNA is composed of crystals whose primary function is not protein synthesis, but the reception and transmission of energy. As Sol Luckman explains, the DNA of any species resonates together and creates a morphic field that unites said species outside space-time. Thus the human species is morphogenetically linked through our DNA. This is additionally true within specific human bloodlines, which also create morphogenetic fields that unite family lines on the astral plane.
In his book Biogenealogy, Patrick Obissier explains that each member within a particular bloodline carries the physical and emotional sensitivities of all deceased ancestors within her/his bioenergy field. In addition, he states that all historical events take place within a geographical position within the universe. If a moment is experienced as dangerous or significant to an ancestor, this information is recorded within her/his body and the associated distress passed on genetically. Furthermore, it is registered within that bloodline’s morphogenetic field. Each time that particular sidereal position recurs, all of that ancestor’s living descendants will subconsciously sense danger and respond in some manner (illness, behavior patterns, etc.).
Now consider this situation with regard to cults composed solely of genetically linked members (often through calculated incestual breeding), who carry out the same trauma-based rituals according to specific astrological alignments for centuries, even millennia. The fear-based rigidified structures built into the bioenergy field of each member would be deeply ingrained and link her/him morphogenetically not only to all other living members of the clan, but also to every deceased ancestor.
In this regard it is important to understand that the worship and feeding of ancestors is a central component of these cults’ ritual practices. Their basic understanding of life is reversed to the norm: birth into the flesh and the physical plane is regarded as a form of death, a reduction to a realm wherein the individual’s main purpose is to serve, through suffering, all ancestors who reside in the full glory of the spirit on the astral plane. To put it another way, physical birth is death, and it is only through the Out-of-Body Experience (OBE) and Near Death Experience (NDE), wherein one is temporarily “awakened” or “reborn” through trauma into the astral plane, that one comes directly into merged ecstatic contact with “The Family” and truly lives.
But these deceased ancestors, which reside within geometric astral structures maintained via the energy produced by trauma-based ritual, are only the “ka” part of the psyche. The ka, as was previously mentioned, is the unconscious emotional half, connected to memory, form and pattern. Upon death, the “ba”–analytical, conscious, but without memory–is carefully guided within a cult ritual into the body of an infant, recently born to another genetically aligned cult member. In this manner cults retain their members within the same genetic code, bypassing reincarnation’s most basic principle–that of a random democratic process which allows an individual to experience life in its diverse aspects of race, class and gender, etc.
This practice of infusing the souls of the dying into genetically-aligned newborns also fixes the pattern of a bloodline’s morphogenetic field, since the entry of individuals with a different genetic code would force the field to change and evolve. Cults are all about tradition, keeping things the same and maintaining the exact structure of astral ancestral patterns, but the question here is why? Why put so much effort into maintaining the ka part of the soul, especially in a state divorced from the reincarnated ba, when in the average person the ka simply disintegrates upon death?
The answer can be found, I think, within an aspect of Dr. Hunt’s research which is discussed in Infinite Mind. As she has discovered, each emotion and physical sensation registers at a different frequency rate, or color band, in the human bioenergy field. Of particular interest here is the spectrogram of intense muscular pain which manifests as strong red vibrations mid-level in the field, because it is accompanied by a parallel white frequency higher in the field–a “bliss or altered state frequency commonly experienced as the athlete’s high or the intense orgasm of S&M rituals.
These polarized twin frequencies, created as a natural byproduct to physical stress, are the basic etheric substances utilized by cults in their trauma-based rituals to build astral structures, and they are built on two different levels within the field. Both are necessary, as the lower pain frequency reinforces and maintains the higher bliss level. Upon dying, a cult member’s ka usually migrates into its bloodline’s morphogenetic field, which exists at many different frequency rates. The ka is in fact, dismembered (the Osiris program) into these frequency rates, shattering into its many different sub-personalities, each of which resonates at a different frequency.
The pain-dominated personalities migrate to the field’s lower frequencies, their blissed-out couterparts to the upper, where they are stored in vast geometric patterns. Here they are used as an energy source to feed the discarnate entities that travel the various levels of the field. Of note, these discarnate entities can include a cult’s living members, the bloodline elite which are also allowed to feed off the trapped kas in the upper levels. In effect, the ka is used by its clan as an astral battery to boost both “the gods” and its elite living members.
A common misconception regarding Satanic groups is that they serve only “the dark” and the corresponding astral entities that feed off the red pain-level frequencies. In fact, these cults serve both dark and light entities, utilizing, I believe, these twin red and white field frequencies. However, the carefully divided nature of their members’ psyches ensures that they will never access and integrate these polarized realities, thereby escaping the astral battery syndrome.
As previously mentioned, the morphogenetic field also links living bloodline members. However, since all consciousness of cult activity and astral battery function is rotated clockwise at a ritual’s conclusion, then stored at 180 degrees from and individual’s ordinary consciousness, s/he is unlikely to access any of it, much less begin the gargantuan task of healing and merging these polarized aspects of the psyche. And so the Janus program facilitates a cult’s basic purpose–that of the directing of energy, the life essence, out of the physical plane, where it engenders expanding consciousness and the welcoming of new and diverse life experience, into the astral realm, in order to feed predatory discarnate entities and the splintered tormented kas of a clan’s ancestors.
This can, however, be reversed. These fields resonate to their clan’s particular genetic code, and as Sol Luckman notes in Conscious Healing, much of our DNA is structured in the form of palindromes, as yet undeciphered “sentences” that read the same forward and backward. As it stands today, 95% of our DNA has yet to be deciphered, 95% of the universe is composed of mysterious “dark matter,” and 95% of the human’s brain’s function appears to be unrelated to the normal waking state or physical reality. All of this must somehow be connected. Meditation and healing, I would suggest, is partly about utilizing these palindromes to consciously move back and forth between polarized physical and astral realities. In this way one learns how to rotate these divided psychic parts inward 180 degrees so they face each other, thereby reclaiming one’s stolen life essence from the astral and welcoming it back into the physical.
In her book Future Memory, P.M.H. Atwater describes a childhood meeting with beings of radiant light called “Spirit Keepers” who told her that it was their task to maintain the integrity of spirit within matter so that form can continue to exist. In my opinion this is a task that belongs to each one of us–that of the opening to and exploration of the natural polarity that underlies all physical existence, as well as the diversity and learning this engenders. In this process the healing inherent to both moving forward and backward can be understood, allowing the individual to pull out of dissociative astral realities and into conscious clarity within the flesh, the Kingdom of Heaven among us now.
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copyright 2007 Beth Goobie. Beth is the author of 17 books. Her two titles which deal with satanic cults are
Scars of Light (poetry, NeWest Press, 1998,) and
The Only-Good Heart (fiction, Pedlar Press, 1998).
The Only-GoodHeart is available from Pedlar Press, Box 26, Station P, Toronto M5S 256 Canada. Her article, “The Network of Stolen Consciousness,” may be read at
www.paranoiamagazine.com/network.html
Endnote
On a macrocosmic, or galactic, level, the precession of the equinoxes is another Janus process, moving from a “Golden Age,” when the earth is closest to the galactic center, to the cycle’s nadir, when the planet is furthest away, as it is now. This nadir has been pinpointed as the Mayan calendar end date of 21/12/12. Of interest here is the reversal of 21 and 12, yet another Janus image. John Major Jenkins, author of
Maya Cosmogenesis 2012, has identified an extremely rare alignment which will take place on this date, when our sun will align with the Galactic Center. At dawn on December 21, 2012, the Milky Way will completely rim the earth’s horizon, causing, as Jenkins suggests, “a subtle Earth rhythm.” At the same time the galaxy’s chakra axis will align end to end, releasing a galactic kundalini force in a great cleansing wave of energy. Admittedly this could cause such cataclysmic upheaval that humanity would be eradicated and human consciousness pass, en masse, out of the physical realm and into the astral–again, a Janus image. Of note here, the Galactic Center is postulated to be a black hole, with a possible white hole beyond it...Janus ad infinitum.
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Future Memory, Hampton Roads Publishing Company Inc., Charlottesville VA, 1999.
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Conscious Healing, Booklocker Publishing, Bangor ME, 2006.
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Myths and Legends of the World: The Complete Companion to all Traditions, Blitz Editions, Enderby Leicester, 1996.
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Mysteries, Watkins Publishing, London, 2006.
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