The Janus Program by Beth Goobie

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Postby Username » Thu Oct 16, 2008 6:53 pm

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Paranoia Magazine
Issue 47 Spring 2008


The Janus Program
by Beth Goobie

Janus, the Roman double-headed god, is a symbol of the Anunnaki’s most basic mind control program.

As the myth goes, this god was originally a multiform monster with many heads which were later reduced to two, one fixed in a forward position and the other facing backward. When Jupiter reduced Janus’s heads to two, he also took away his power of movement and appointed him as doorkeeper to Heaven and the god in charge of New Years Eve, that pivotal moment in time, repeated annually, when the old year dies into the new.

In the occult world, Janus is the doorkeeper between the physical and astral worlds. In keeping with Janus’s polarized heads, many esoteric traditions present the astral or spirit plane as operating at 180 degrees to the physical. For instance, some Egyptian murals picture the world of the dead as upside-down and backward to that of the living. Isis and Nephthys, sister goddesses (sometimes presented as twins) of life and the underworld respectively, are frequently portrayed facing in opposite directions. Furthermore, in The Pyramid Texts, which author Jeremy Naydler posits are a record of a pharaoh’s carefully guided mystical experience rather than a funerary text, the pharaoh is exhorted upon return from his out-of-body travels to “turn around” before once again taking on his body.

In an interesting parallel, Matthew 18:3 presents Jesus as telling his disciples that they must “turn and become like children” before entering the Kingdom of Heaven. Also of note, the Mayans used the U-turn symbol to represent the gate to the underworld. Other esoteric traditions presented divine beings between polarized symbols. For instance, Mithras and Dionysus were sometimes portrayed between two torchbearers, one whose torch was pointed up and the other pointed down, and Jesus died between two thieves, one of which went to Heaven after death and the other to Hell.

This could be dismissed as mere symbol or fairytale, as in Alice’s journeys into her reverse-image looking-glass world. However, in a Near Death Experience, NDEers frequently report that once they leave the body, they look back to see it lying at 180 degrees. For instance, in Colin Wilson’s book Mysteries, a man named Oliver Fox describes opening his astral eyes and finding himself turned 180 degrees from his physical body. He then comes into contact with an astral monster on the other side of the room. And in Memories of God and Creation, some of Dr. Modi’s hypnotized psychiatric patients report traveling to Heaven, then returning through a time tunnel flying backward. When considered in the context of consistent ancient text references to the astral or spirit world existing at 180 degrees to the physical, these experiences raise interesting questions. Like the DNA double helix, whose two halves are complementary, but not identical, inverted forms, are the physical and spirit worlds also inverse worlds positioned at 180 degrees?

In The Dragon Legacy, author de Vere states that Elphane, the spirit world of the elven race is a reversed mirror image of this one. In fact, he goes so far as to say that the Elphane world is the original realm and its matrix underlies all form, including that which appears in our physical world. If he is correct, then the template matrix underlying all form lies at 180 degrees to our world, and we are living our lives backwards in reference to it. This, in my opinion, gives just cause for alarm, since de Vere appears to be a whole-hearted advocate of incestual breeding, pedophilia that does not include penile penetration, and “familial vampirism”–at least for the “elven” race.

But if one considers this information in the context of substantial evidence that the human species was seeded and/or guided through its evolution by a technologically (but not morally) advanced reptilian-humanoid race which practiced incestual breeding, pedophilia and blood rites as societal norms, then this would make some sense. And, as R.A. Boulay points out in Flying Serpents and Dragons, the names of these Sumerian reptilian gods can be read phonetically forward or in reverse, the name ZUEN, for instance, also appearing in ancient Sumerian script as ENZU. Could this be an indication of their ability to travel interdimensionally between worlds positioned at 180 degrees?

The theme of dualism, if not actual reversal, has dominated esoteric tradition from the beginning. Ancient Egypt was called “The Two Lands.” Its esoteric traditions portrayed the universe as “The Dual Realities” or “The Two Truths,” etc. In a similar vein, the Toltecs called this world Omeyocan, “the place of duality,” and the Mandeans, Cathars, Judaism, Christianity and Mithraism also viewed the world as dualistic, composed of opposing forces of light and darkness.

In addition, esoteric traditions as disparate as Taoism, voodoo, Buddhism and the ancient Egyptians espoused the concept of the binary soul doctrine. This philosophy presents the human psyche as divisible, a composite of two distinct elements that divide at death, then go on to experience completely different afterlife experiences. The ancient Egyptians called these two parts of the soul the ba (rational and conscious) and ka (the emotional and unconscious). The ka, the emotional astral body, was often portrayed as a black reversed image to the physical body. Called a “double,” it was understood to contain memory and identity, and was strongly associated with the realm of form and image.

At death the ka and ba were torn apart, and it was understood that if they were unable to reunite, the ba would continue on to heaven alone, leaving the ka (and all sense of personal history) to gradually disintegrate. The Egyptians considered this a terrible fate, and their complex funerary traditions were directed toward integrating the ba and ka into what was known as the akh, the radiant integrated Osiris state.

Voodoo posits a similar philosophy, adding to this that the unconscious part of the soul can be stolen from the body while it is still alive. If this happens, the conscious part of the soul that remains in the body becomes sluggish and the person is reduced to a zombie, losing her/his ability to remember the past or operate within a subjective personal context. In The Lost Secret of Death, author Peter Novak posits that it is the conscious mind (rational, objective, analytical and able to choose) that experiences the after-life scenario of the dark tunnel or formless void, while the unconscious mind (emotional, pattern and form-oriented, composite of memories, passive) experiences the realms of heaven and hell.

The NDEer can return from visions of great light and patterns, overwhelmed by sensations of truth and beauty but unable to recall the details of any of the supposedly deep insights encountered–the experience is the product of the unconscious emotional half of the mind only, and thus separated from the conscious analytical mind which was simultaneously experiencing the black tunnel-void realm.

Novak posits that these realities are experienced simultaneously by the two parts of the psyche, and that it is only the conscious part of the mind, which contains the ability to reason and choose but no memory, that goes on to reincarnate without any reference to having lived previous lives. Meanwhile the unconscious half of the mind is trapped forever in a dreamlike heaven/hell netherworld, endlessly repeating established memory patterns without learning from them because of its passive, unable-to-choose nature.

Interestingly enough, this binary pattern also exists in the physical and energy realms. The universe, for example, is made up of matter and anti-matter. Light manifests as both particle and wave. The computer operates on a binary code. DNA is composed to two crystalline strands, and humans are bipedal, utilize two brain hemispheres, and require the interaction of two genders to reproduce. Similarly, in the energy realm all electrical fields are composed of oscillating currents. Energy that vibrates on a continual basis creates two opposing poles, the energy oscillating between these poles in a sine wave. Thus the primary electrical current of human nerve and muscle alternates between a positive and negative deflection.

Even the atoms that comprise physical form are composed of negative and positive charges, and it is their opposition that sustains form. As long as this oscillation remains uninterrupted, the apparent solidity of form that we experience on the physical plane is maintained. To put it another way, as David Icke would say, the realm of vibrational illusion in which we exist requires polarity and duality to exist. All vibrating realms, whether physical or astral, require two points between which to oscillate.

This would appear to apply even to the consciousness of God. In Memories of God and Creation, Dr. Modi’s hypnotized patients describe God as originating as a tiny spark of light that gradually grew to encompass an entire universe through a process that involved spinning, vibrating, and bouncing back and forth between polarities. A similar process was repeated for each galaxy, wherein energy again bounced back and forth, allowing itself to expand and grow. This appears to be the method whereby spiritual energy expands to create the astral, and then physical, realms–by creating polarity. This bouncing back and forth allows for the development of many different frequency rates, particularly slower ones, for as energy expands it slows down. In this manner different frequency rates appear to have been created, with similar frequencies then grouping together according to intent.

Most esoteric traditions posit that humans live in the slowest frequency level. As is to be expected, the higher levels in the field are composed of the quickest frequencies. Entities that exist within these levels think and act much more quickly than those in our plane, and their mental states are much more unified, a group mind. As one descends through the field, gravity increases, dragging down thought, as Colin Wilson puts it, into separateness, allowing for the development of individual consciousness, choice, and free will.

In her book Infinite Mind, Dr. Valerie Hunt, the first researcher to develop the technology to measure and film the human aura, presents a comprehensive human energy field model based on electrical field research and clinical studies. From her research she concludes that a healthy energy field is flowing and unified, without obvious levels or compartments. It is, she states, human belief systems that disturb and fragment the field. Unfortunately while the ideal aura is flowing and unified, most of us have been fragmented by various belief systems. These rigidify our bioenergy fields, dividing them into compartments, and it is the area surrounding the second chakra that is most susceptible to this fragmentation.

As Sol Luckman describes in Conscious Healing, parasites and succubi most commonly attach to the second level of the field. This is the anti-unity level )Janus), the one associated most strongly with sexuality, emotion, and the astral plane. For most people, Luckman states, the second chakra is a rift in the human bioenergy field, a consciousness vacuum that separates spirit and matter. Since the chakras are psychic gates through which other planes of reality connect to the individual human energy field, a fragmented or dysfunctional second chakra permits succubi and astral parasites unrestricted access to the human energy field and dormant kundalini energy.

The astral plane, to which we are connected via the chakras, is the realm of many diverse elements–thought form and the imagination, memory, ghosts, elementals, human out-of-body projections, and a wide variety of discarnate non-human entities. Each of these gravitates to those of similar vibratory resonance; on the astral plane like attracts like, with thought forms and entities of dense and heavy resonance “lower” in the field than those of quicker “happier” vibrations.

In addition, every event that takes place in the physical realm imprints a thought form onto the astral, but most fade overtime, leaving the field free and flowing as Dr. Hunt states. A traumatic event, however, rigidifies thought form just as it causes the physical body to clench in fear. The more frightening an event, the more rigid the thought form it imprints onto both the individual human aura and the collective astral plane, and this is especially true when a belief system is programmed into an individual through the calculated use of fear and/or physical and sexual abuse.

Of note here, cults often program their members through repeated doses of electric shock. The connection between accidental episodes of electric shock (lightning strikes, appliance malfunctions, etc.) and an individual’s subsequent development of psychic ability has been well documented. The same is true for electric shock programming; repeated electric shock jolts an individuals’s consciousness out-of-body, forcing a mental entrainment with the astral plane that remains in place after the return of consciousness to the body. This is, of course, useful to cults, as one of their main priorities is contact with discarnate entities, particularly those of negative light frequencies.

Over the past decade and a half, I have recovered countless memories of cult ritual abuse. These span the range from rituals in small rural buildings, to vast underground chambers and above ground cathedrals. All of them however, reveal and obsession with observing preestablished ritual to the tiniest detail, particularly with regards to the position and movement of the participants, who are carefully arranged in geometric patterns. All ritual, whether for positive or negative purposes, involves the imprinting of thought form onto the astral plane through repeated physical and mental activity, generally according to astrological alignments. To put it another way, it is building the astral universe–creating astral structures for discarnate entities to inhabit, both through reinforcing astral structures created through previous rites and creating new ones.

In every one of the rituals that I have experienced, there were pivotal moments that involved physically turning 180 degrees. These often preceded the opening of interdimensional gates so that discarnate entities could enter this plane and possess the ritual’s human participants in order to feed off their energy. At many of these rituals, I would initially be led into the chamber dressed in a crown and mantle, and carrying a mace. Seated on a throne, I would become a “god” and carry out interdimensional conduit functions. At the ritual’s end, I would either be led out backward, or I would be switched to a personality that had been programmed to believe it was a dog, then leashed and led out on hands and knees to be placed in a cage.

The dog program might not initially seem relevant to this discussion, but dog spelled backward is god. Whether god or dog, however, at the ritual’s completion these programmed personality fragments were stored internally in mental grid structures, then turned clockwise 180 degrees to seal them off from normal consciousness. (To trigger these personality fragments to enter the body for use at the beginning of a ritual, these same grids would be rotated 180 degrees counterclockwise in response to a visual or verbal cue.)

Another Janus program involved two people simultaneously talking different codes, one often backward to the other, into my ears. This was designed to pull apart two Janus-configured personalities, triggering a third deeper personality to surface. Yet another Janus program required that I be laid onto my side between two men, then turned 180 degrees to have sex with each of them. The man not engaged in actual penetration would press his erection to my lower back, which contains the second chakra–the one Sol Luckman, in his book Conscious Healing, has identified as being most susceptible to astral succubi.

My understanding is that this program was designed to create an astral double at 180 degrees, whos function was to copulate with all male out-of-body projections, which would later be sent to copulate with me on the astral plane. These projections were, of course, succubi as Sol Luckman describes, and drained energy from the body, thereby increasing their in-body mental and physical abilities while they decreased mine.

This pattern of polarizing realities by 180 degrees was carefully programmed into all aspects of my life. I had “good” personalities and “bad,” selves that wore white and selves that wore black, parts of me that believed in Jesus and parts that served Satan. Some could be summoned only in dark places, others only when it was light. Each programmed personality had its polarized twin, and it was the energy of their polarization that maintained their programming. For instance, a fervent fundamentalist Christian self could never have faced the presence of other personality fragments that had been programmed to perform bestiality for child pornographers or to copulate in Satanic rituals with adults possessed by discarnate entities. Cult programmers know this, and program these extreme tensions into each cult member to ensure the internal polarities never relax, allowing opposing personalities to merge and heal.

Reinforcing these internal psychological splits were the physical polarities of my home environment. I grew up in a three-story, red-brick duplex in Guelph, Ontario that was built in the early 1900s. Recovered memories have revealed hidden passageways between the two sides of the building–the fake living-room fireplace, which is built at a slant into one corner, can open outward, and there are false backs to bedroom closets on the second and third floors. Each of these secret entrances lead both to a spiral staircase that travels downward to an underground system of tunnels, as well as to the other side of the duplex.

On the duplex’s opposite side was, of course, a mirror-image floor plan to the one in which I officially lived. While abuse took place in both halves of the duplex, the basic difference was that my personalities that lived on one side were fundamentalist Protestant, while those that lived on the other were Roman Catholic. Interestingly enough, the street number for the “Catholic” side of the duplex was 66, and the Protestant was 68. Viewed as two separate split residences, this isn’t remarkable, but integrate the twin halves and the address becomes 6668.

The number 666 in the context of Satanic ritual abuse is self-explanatory. The 8 however, carries various meanings. Generally speaking, it symbolizes infinity. Placed on its side, the number 8 becomes the glyph for Isis, the goddess of life and, I would suggest, her polarized twin, Nephthys, the goddess of the underworld. (In this context it is interesting to note that this glyph, when drawn in an unbroken line, contains both a clockwise and a counterclockwise circle–again, a Janus image.) Furthermore, the shape of the 8 is representative of DNA–bloodline and genetics, themes that have obsessed cults for millennia. The reason for this obsession, however, at least in terms of its astral significance, has rarely been examined..

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DNA is composed of crystals whose primary function is not protein synthesis, but the reception and transmission of energy. As Sol Luckman explains, the DNA of any species resonates together and creates a morphic field that unites said species outside space-time. Thus the human species is morphogenetically linked through our DNA. This is additionally true within specific human bloodlines, which also create morphogenetic fields that unite family lines on the astral plane.

In his book Biogenealogy, Patrick Obissier explains that each member within a particular bloodline carries the physical and emotional sensitivities of all deceased ancestors within her/his bioenergy field. In addition, he states that all historical events take place within a geographical position within the universe. If a moment is experienced as dangerous or significant to an ancestor, this information is recorded within her/his body and the associated distress passed on genetically. Furthermore, it is registered within that bloodline’s morphogenetic field. Each time that particular sidereal position recurs, all of that ancestor’s living descendants will subconsciously sense danger and respond in some manner (illness, behavior patterns, etc.).

Now consider this situation with regard to cults composed solely of genetically linked members (often through calculated incestual breeding), who carry out the same trauma-based rituals according to specific astrological alignments for centuries, even millennia. The fear-based rigidified structures built into the bioenergy field of each member would be deeply ingrained and link her/him morphogenetically not only to all other living members of the clan, but also to every deceased ancestor.

In this regard it is important to understand that the worship and feeding of ancestors is a central component of these cults’ ritual practices. Their basic understanding of life is reversed to the norm: birth into the flesh and the physical plane is regarded as a form of death, a reduction to a realm wherein the individual’s main purpose is to serve, through suffering, all ancestors who reside in the full glory of the spirit on the astral plane. To put it another way, physical birth is death, and it is only through the Out-of-Body Experience (OBE) and Near Death Experience (NDE), wherein one is temporarily “awakened” or “reborn” through trauma into the astral plane, that one comes directly into merged ecstatic contact with “The Family” and truly lives.

But these deceased ancestors, which reside within geometric astral structures maintained via the energy produced by trauma-based ritual, are only the “ka” part of the psyche. The ka, as was previously mentioned, is the unconscious emotional half, connected to memory, form and pattern. Upon death, the “ba”–analytical, conscious, but without memory–is carefully guided within a cult ritual into the body of an infant, recently born to another genetically aligned cult member. In this manner cults retain their members within the same genetic code, bypassing reincarnation’s most basic principle–that of a random democratic process which allows an individual to experience life in its diverse aspects of race, class and gender, etc.

This practice of infusing the souls of the dying into genetically-aligned newborns also fixes the pattern of a bloodline’s morphogenetic field, since the entry of individuals with a different genetic code would force the field to change and evolve. Cults are all about tradition, keeping things the same and maintaining the exact structure of astral ancestral patterns, but the question here is why? Why put so much effort into maintaining the ka part of the soul, especially in a state divorced from the reincarnated ba, when in the average person the ka simply disintegrates upon death?

The answer can be found, I think, within an aspect of Dr. Hunt’s research which is discussed in Infinite Mind. As she has discovered, each emotion and physical sensation registers at a different frequency rate, or color band, in the human bioenergy field. Of particular interest here is the spectrogram of intense muscular pain which manifests as strong red vibrations mid-level in the field, because it is accompanied by a parallel white frequency higher in the field–a “bliss or altered state frequency commonly experienced as the athlete’s high or the intense orgasm of S&M rituals.

These polarized twin frequencies, created as a natural byproduct to physical stress, are the basic etheric substances utilized by cults in their trauma-based rituals to build astral structures, and they are built on two different levels within the field. Both are necessary, as the lower pain frequency reinforces and maintains the higher bliss level. Upon dying, a cult member’s ka usually migrates into its bloodline’s morphogenetic field, which exists at many different frequency rates. The ka is in fact, dismembered (the Osiris program) into these frequency rates, shattering into its many different sub-personalities, each of which resonates at a different frequency.

The pain-dominated personalities migrate to the field’s lower frequencies, their blissed-out couterparts to the upper, where they are stored in vast geometric patterns. Here they are used as an energy source to feed the discarnate entities that travel the various levels of the field. Of note, these discarnate entities can include a cult’s living members, the bloodline elite which are also allowed to feed off the trapped kas in the upper levels. In effect, the ka is used by its clan as an astral battery to boost both “the gods” and its elite living members.

A common misconception regarding Satanic groups is that they serve only “the dark” and the corresponding astral entities that feed off the red pain-level frequencies. In fact, these cults serve both dark and light entities, utilizing, I believe, these twin red and white field frequencies. However, the carefully divided nature of their members’ psyches ensures that they will never access and integrate these polarized realities, thereby escaping the astral battery syndrome.

As previously mentioned, the morphogenetic field also links living bloodline members. However, since all consciousness of cult activity and astral battery function is rotated clockwise at a ritual’s conclusion, then stored at 180 degrees from and individual’s ordinary consciousness, s/he is unlikely to access any of it, much less begin the gargantuan task of healing and merging these polarized aspects of the psyche. And so the Janus program facilitates a cult’s basic purpose–that of the directing of energy, the life essence, out of the physical plane, where it engenders expanding consciousness and the welcoming of new and diverse life experience, into the astral realm, in order to feed predatory discarnate entities and the splintered tormented kas of a clan’s ancestors.

This can, however, be reversed. These fields resonate to their clan’s particular genetic code, and as Sol Luckman notes in Conscious Healing, much of our DNA is structured in the form of palindromes, as yet undeciphered “sentences” that read the same forward and backward. As it stands today, 95% of our DNA has yet to be deciphered, 95% of the universe is composed of mysterious “dark matter,” and 95% of the human’s brain’s function appears to be unrelated to the normal waking state or physical reality. All of this must somehow be connected. Meditation and healing, I would suggest, is partly about utilizing these palindromes to consciously move back and forth between polarized physical and astral realities. In this way one learns how to rotate these divided psychic parts inward 180 degrees so they face each other, thereby reclaiming one’s stolen life essence from the astral and welcoming it back into the physical.

In her book Future Memory, P.M.H. Atwater describes a childhood meeting with beings of radiant light called “Spirit Keepers” who told her that it was their task to maintain the integrity of spirit within matter so that form can continue to exist. In my opinion this is a task that belongs to each one of us–that of the opening to and exploration of the natural polarity that underlies all physical existence, as well as the diversity and learning this engenders. In this process the healing inherent to both moving forward and backward can be understood, allowing the individual to pull out of dissociative astral realities and into conscious clarity within the flesh, the Kingdom of Heaven among us now.


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copyright 2007 Beth Goobie. Beth is the author of 17 books. Her two titles which deal with satanic cults are Scars of Light (poetry, NeWest Press, 1998,) and The Only-Good Heart (fiction, Pedlar Press, 1998). The Only-GoodHeart is available from Pedlar Press, Box 26, Station P, Toronto M5S 256 Canada. Her article, “The Network of Stolen Consciousness,” may be read at www.paranoiamagazine.com/network.html

Endnote

On a macrocosmic, or galactic, level, the precession of the equinoxes is another Janus process, moving from a “Golden Age,” when the earth is closest to the galactic center, to the cycle’s nadir, when the planet is furthest away, as it is now. This nadir has been pinpointed as the Mayan calendar end date of 21/12/12. Of interest here is the reversal of 21 and 12, yet another Janus image. John Major Jenkins, author of Maya Cosmogenesis 2012, has identified an extremely rare alignment which will take place on this date, when our sun will align with the Galactic Center. At dawn on December 21, 2012, the Milky Way will completely rim the earth’s horizon, causing, as Jenkins suggests, “a subtle Earth rhythm.” At the same time the galaxy’s chakra axis will align end to end, releasing a galactic kundalini force in a great cleansing wave of energy. Admittedly this could cause such cataclysmic upheaval that humanity would be eradicated and human consciousness pass, en masse, out of the physical realm and into the astral–again, a Janus image. Of note here, the Galactic Center is postulated to be a black hole, with a possible white hole beyond it...Janus ad infinitum.

References

Atwater, P.M.H., Future Memory, Hampton Roads Publishing Company Inc., Charlottesville VA, 1999.
Boulay, R.A., Flying Serpents and Dragons, The Book Tree, Escondido CA, 1999.
Hunt, Valerie V., Infinite Mind, Malibu Publishing Co., Malibu CA, 1996.
Icke, David, Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is Illusion, Bridge of Love Publications, Wildwood MO, 2005.
Jenkins, John Major, Maya Cosmogenesis 2012, Bear & Company, Rochester VT, 1998.
Luckman, Sol, Conscious Healing, Booklocker Publishing, Bangor ME, 2006.
Modi, Shakuntala, Memories of God and Creation, Hampton Roads Publishing Company Inc., Charlottesville VA, 2000.
McLeish, Kenneth, Myths and Legends of the World: The Complete Companion to all Traditions, Blitz Editions, Enderby Leicester, 1996.
Naydler, Jeremy, Shamanic Wisdom in the Pyramid Texts, Inner Traditions, Rochester VT, 2005.
Novak, Peter, The Lost Secret of Death, Hampton Roads Publishing Company Inc., Charlottesville VA, 2003.
Obissier, Patrick, Biogenealogy, Healing Arts Press, Rochester VT, 2006.
De Vere, Nicholas, The Dragon Legacy, The Book Tree, San Diego CA, 2004.
Wilson, Colin, Mysteries, Watkins Publishing, London, 2006.
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Postby zhivkov » Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:53 pm

Username I can't thank you enough for posting this article. In recent months I have become interested in the subject of lucid dreaming. I usually don't have any regular success with having a lucid dream, but when I do -WOW! In regards to Beth's article mentioning ancestors, in my most recent dream I ecountered what I felt to be the spirit of my deceased grandmother-who I was very close to. In the dreamworld she kissed me and as this was happening I felt an exchange of what I can only describe as subtle energy. I still I am trying to interpret this dream. Was it truly an encounter with a dead ancestor? Perhaps it was another entity masquerading as my grandmother to receive living energy? The way I first interpreted it was that as I know I don't have to many months/years left she had come to let me know to be prepared to go-now I am not so sure. I hope I didn't go way off on a tangent with the subject of my dream-I was just so fascinated by the articles references to energy fields, chakras,spiritual vampirism, astral realms, different vibrational fields and the many other topics it covered. Thanks again.
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Postby posting tulpa » Fri Oct 17, 2008 5:15 pm

Username I can't thank you enough for posting this article.

ditto username.
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Postby Hugh Manatee Wins » Fri Oct 17, 2008 5:21 pm

A note about the source, Paranoia Magazine. Total spook front for confuse-a-tainment tabloid woo. Has done its share of 9/11 disinfo and crapped on other important subjects, too.

That is all...
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Postby waugs » Fri Oct 17, 2008 6:03 pm

gee, i never saw that coming... :roll:
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Postby Uncle $cam » Fri Oct 17, 2008 6:24 pm

I agree w/HMW in so far as, the source may very well be spook city. But if one takes the time to see with a critical eye, and not throw the baby out w/the proverbial bathwater one can learn much. As they say in some circles, "take what you like and leave the rest". I personally take what resonates and feels clean and what doesn't I leave for perhaps later. Truth of the matter is, most propagenda is 80/90% truth.

There are many truths. the inveterate enemies of thought and imagination, the govt, the law giver and the priest would do our thinking for us, by giving us their truth.
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Postby Username » Sun Oct 19, 2008 3:59 am

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You're welcome X's 2, but I'd be inclined to pass the thanks along to Beth for bringing her story out from the depths of her experiences and into the light of day.

I can't say how much of this is true, how much is fabricated, or to what end. The senario she describes does enter into my personal realm of possiblities, the boundries of which have stretched to include other planes of existence and beings that may inhabit these levels; cults that practice sra; mind control and the like.

Hugh, you're welcome to say whatever you like about this topic or against this topic. I appreciate your out-sight (haha, I just made that up). I know you've made some pretty scathing accusations about Paranoia magazine before, and I listen. But, they're not writing a book about credible conspiracies, they're putting together a magazine that covers all kinds of wacko crap, by design. It's ok, I like it anyway. It's like brain candy. Where else are you going to be able to read about this stuff? And as far as credible sources go Hugh, maybe you can help me out. Where are they? I'm losing alot of respect for the highly-educated reliable sources. Feel free to ask me why. (Talk about mind control.)

Considering myself to be a victim of the street variety of mind control, that is the mind control for the multitudes, I'd like to point out that they're doing a bang-up job down here as well. It's working.

In short, the Janus Program brings to mind people I have known who are split into two opposing personalities, usually centered around sex and/or god. One side being suppressed and sometimes unleashed with the help of alcohol or drugs. I have no idea how to fix the damage done, and think our focus on this matter should be more on prevention, i.e. on the children.

That's all for now.

Quick mention, I did read Beth's books The Only-Good Heart and Scars of Light.

The first story in The Only-Good Heart (titled the same), hit me so hard, that I hid the book, raged for days about why Beth would write this story (especially with no warning on the cover to her young readers about what this book contained), vowed not to read anymore of it and didn't pick it up again for a month before making myself finish reading it.
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Postby zhivkov » Sun Oct 19, 2008 5:24 am

Thanks again for keeping this thread going. I am still trying to search the web for more of this information. You are correct in saying that they are doing an excellent job of street level mind control! I thought of a meditation that I do to access the unconscious and thought of providing a link where I learned it on some of the MC threads here. Then I realized that would be the dumbest advice to give a victim of this programming, as it could trigger a self-destruct program and further traumatize the victim!
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Postby §ê¢rꆧ » Sun Oct 19, 2008 8:38 am

I had a bit of a hard time following the author's line of reasoning, but it is certainly interesting material. It seemed to cover a lot of things, and I suspect it makes more sense to someone familiar with more of her work.

As someone who suffers from inscrutable, chronic acute pain I have to wonder about astral entities feeding on my agony...
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Postby Sounder » Sun Oct 19, 2008 11:08 am

Beth Goobie wrote…

It is, she states, human belief systems that disturb and fragment the field. Unfortunately while the ideal aura is flowing and unified, most of us have been fragmented by various belief systems. These rigidify our bioenergy fields, dividing them into compartments, and it is the area surrounding the second chakra that is most susceptible to this fragmentation.

As Sol Luckman describes in Conscious Healing, parasites and succubi most commonly attach to the second level of the field. This is the anti-unity level )Janus), the one associated most strongly with sexuality, emotion, and the astral plane. For most people, Luckman states, the second chakra is a rift in the human bioenergy field, a consciousness vacuum that separates spirit and matter. Since the chakras are psychic gates through which other planes of reality connect to the individual human energy field, a fragmented or dysfunctional second chakra permits succubi and astral parasites unrestricted access to the human energy field and dormant kundalini energy.

The astral plane, to which we are connected via the chakras, is the realm of many diverse elements–thought form and the imagination, memory, ghosts, elementals, human out-of-body projections, and a wide variety of discarnate non-human entities. Each of these gravitates to those of similar vibratory resonance; on the astral plane like attracts like, with thought forms and entities of dense and heavy resonance “lower” in the field than those of quicker “happier” vibrations.


Belief systems ‘freeze’ the categories and thereby restrict potential resonance connections. In this case subconscious recognitions, because they have no means of becoming integrated into the conscious model, are used in a game of ping-pong by the unconscious ground of being.

(So someone with a material reductionist model, fer instance, will insist that the CIA is all-powerful and is required to produce all confusion, rather than the confusion being produced by our own refusal to consider the hints given by shadow projections of unconsciousness.)
All these things will continue as long as coercion remains a central element of our mentality.
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First, I'd like to bring up a section from Beth's previous article [url=http://www.rigorousintuition.ca/board/viewtopic.php?p=108127&highlight=#108127]The Illuminati and the Auric Field --
Up is Down, Pain is Pleasure, Just Put It All Behind You, Baby
[/url], because it relates to The Janus Program.

The Sub-Atomic Twin

In Beyond the Occult (p. 175), Colin Wilson states that at the sub-atomic level or reality, a full circle isn't 360 degrees, but 720. When a human being turns 360 degrees, she finds herself back in her original position, but while she is turning that one full circle, every electron in her body is turning two full circles, or 720 degrees, to regain their original positions. What Wilson suggests is that the 'physical' level of reality has somehow lost half the degrees it should have, or that the sub-atomic level contains a hidden, or extra, dimension of reality.

The question this raises for me is: What is the relationship between the sub-atomic level and the auric field, including both the natural and artificial levels? The Illuminati seem to be aware of the 'twin'-circle function of electrons, to the point of using it to build artificial levels of reality or 'mysteries.' One of their basic triggers is the U-turn, or 180 degree turn, made by a vehicle or pedestrian. (This U-turn is always counterclockwise. In Illuminati mind control programming codes, a counterclockwise circle is used to open programs and interdimensional gates, and a clockwise circle is used to close them. Otherwise every time a mind control slave looked at a clock or watch, her carefully stored programs would begin to open.) When the counterclockwise U-turn signal is given, my understanding is that it triggers a person's consciousness to temporarily transfer from what we call the physical level of reality to the sub-atomic level, where a stored thought form, based on a ritual that has previously taken place, then stored in the auric field, is waiting.

This stored thought form will have been coded into a grid at a specific frequency, and both the person performing the U-turn trigger and the person being targeted will have been present at the event that created the thought form. When the U-turn trigger is given, it registers as half a circle or 180 degreees at the physical level, and 360 degrees or one full circle at the sub-atomic level (which I'm assuming the Illuminati have actually broken down into levels, and coded with various frequencies of sound and light). The counterclockwise U-turn then opens an interdimensional gate, allowing a quick transfer of consciousness in both the person giving the trigger and the person receiving it, from the physical level to the shared thought form stored at the sub-atomic level, reactivating that thought form not only for the giver and receiver of the trigger, but also for all of the original participants.

Most of these shared thought forms involve a ritualized gang rape, and are used to 'boost' the rapists' energy level and give them a 'lift'. By coding the original rape as a thought form into a level of the auric field, these rapists can be 'boosted' at a sub-atomic level every time the rape victim is triggered with the counterclockwise U-turn signal. Because these thought forms are stored at levels in the field that vibrate at quicker frequencies than the physical level, they take much less time to re-enact at the sub-atomic (or auric?) level. Within seconds, the ritual will have replayed itself and the targeted person's consciousness returned to the physical level without any long term awareness of what has taken place. The only symptoms may be a brief sensation of intense heat or burning in the auric field, and a feeling of being suddenly drained of energy.


Curious to know--has anyone read Colin Wilson? He certainly wrote ALOT of books which I haven't read, but am interested in picking up his latest on the occult.

Next, I wanted to copy one of the stories out of Beth's book The Only-Good Heart, called 'The Lives in the Cross', but the copyright said No Way, No How (without written permission.) So I looked for the article online, and did find a link to a Survivor's network where Beth submitted the story, but still couldn't gain access because it's contained in their newsletter's back issues. There were some interesting articles posted at the site. The one about cues and triggers I found particularly useful.

Anyway, here's a little more information about Beth from the back of her book, Scars of Light:

Beth Goobie was born in 1959. At birth, she was introduced into a Family-based cult that involved her in child prostitution and pornography and Network ritual abuse. To survive, she told herself stories.

Beth Goobie was born in 1959. She won academic and citizenship awards, achieved her grade 10 piano performance certificate at the age of sixteen, taught fifteen to thirty-three piano students weekly throughout high school, and wrote stories. In 1983, she graduated with concurrent baccalaureates in English literature (she was the recipient of the gold medal) and religious studies from the University of Winnipeg and MBBC respectively. She spent the next five and a half years working with abused children and teens.

In 1987, Beth Goobie began to write stories again. Her twelve published books include Could I Have My Body Back Now, Please?, Mission Impossible, The Only-Good Heart, and The Colors of Carol Molev. In 1993, she began to remember.

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Finally, I'd like to acknowledge how difficult this topic is to discuss.

I mean it's way the hell out there, isn't it.

You'd have to somewhat believe in a life after death, energy grids, elite cults and a number of unsavory topics to even begin to step into this mess. I've been studying Beth's work for years now and still haven't come to terms with it.

Regardless, I'll tell you what I do want out of this exercise.

It involves what Beth said in the 8th paragraph:

Beth Goobie wrote:...two parts of the soul the ba (rational and conscious) and ka (the emotional and unconscious). The ka, the emotional astral body, was often portrayed as a black reversed image to the physical body. Called a “double,” it was understood to contain memory and identity, and was strongly associated with the realm of form and image.


The idea I would like to work on deals with the way our society has fractured our beings, starting at a very young age, making us susceptible to subconscious/emotional influence over our conscious/rational selves.

I don't have time to get into this right now, and may start a different thread so as not to color the topic too much with Beth's complicated, subjective, and yet significant contribution.

NOW, take a nice deep breath,

and be cool.
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Postby LilyPatToo » Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:17 pm

I'm glad this 2nd thread on Beth Goobie's writings was started, even given the overwhelming complexity of the subject matter and of her intricate, involved, subjective take on it. Some of us here will probably spend the rest of our lives trying to figure out the links between the paranormal and the mind control programs, but most will file it under "Intriguing but ???" and go on to explore other parapolitical rabbit holes.

Over the past 4 years that I've been "remembering," I've watched most of my own belief systems crumble, including 40-year-strong New Age-y spiritual ones, so I encounter resistance within my own mind when I read her material. But I've also had personal experience of several paranormal abilities up until my mid-to-late 20's, when they were switched off--literally--by a handler. So I have first-hand knowledge that at least precognition and movement in time are very real AND that the people running the programs were very interested in them...which means that the rest of what Goobie asserts may indeed be true. Or not.

Also, a few years back, I made a spontaneous decision to attend a Psychic Fair in Berkeley, put on by the Berkeley Psychic Institute. Half expecting that the small sum I spent for readings was about to be wasted on frauds or wannabes, I got a real shock when one young woman student reader blurted out: "My God--you have a whole stadium full of people inside of you!"--I'm MPD. And she did this as soon as I sat down across from her. The next told me she saw "full Moons" filling me--I'm an astronomical artist and very frequently paint them. And they also relate to a Cult program, I'm told.

This suggests that at least some of what Goobie says here is true:
Levels of an individual's auric field can interact with those of another in a variety of ways. Since the auric field exists in an egg-shaped energy pocket around the human body, standing close to another person will cause your personal field to overlap with her/his field....This blending of fields can be used to deliberately transfer thought forms from one person's field to another, so it is advisable to clear your personal auric field on a daily basis.


There's so much disinformation out there about psy-weapons used in mass mind control that I tend to avoid that muddied field entirely, but if they got that good at fragmenting the minds of kids like Goobie all those years ago, then it kind of stands to reason that it would have been incorporated into the mass programs, doesn't it?

LilyPat

PS And, entirely aside from the woo angle, I believe that the experiments perpetrated upon some of us decades ago definitely have informed the mass mind control that seems to have effectively rendered us passive and incapable of revolt today. Even in the face of this current slow-mo financial "October Surprise" event. I just do not believe that our collective apathy is due solely to ignorance or denial. My well-informed, awake/aware friends have ALL stopped showing up at protests. And so have I, I'm ashamed to admit :oops: I'm deeply frightened of the repercussions in a way that I wasn't 8 years ago. Is that just due to my tracking of our country's move toward fascism? Or is some of it due to fear-inducing mass media programing?
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Postby Joe Hillshoist » Sun Dec 07, 2008 7:09 am

I dunno about the specific details as far as the subatomic resonance of whatever, but to me the general mechanics of whats going on here makes sense to me.

In fact getting bogged down in the details of how that all works may be another thought form/energy trap.

The whole thing with thought forms ... I think thought forms are a fairly accurate metaphor - sometimes people use the term egregores and I think they are very similar and could be interchangeable. They are not bad as such. The idea of eating healthily is a thought form that benefits its host.

Without wanting to talk about the MC side of it I'll stick to this:

The idea I would like to work on deals with the way our society has fractured our beings, starting at a very young age, making us susceptible to subconscious/emotional influence over our conscious/rational selves.


Is it cos society has ways of stopping people doing this:

NOW, take a nice deep breath,

and be cool.


Also think about the way people have public and private personas... that has something to do with it - obviously, but also that public persona can be manipulated, by words and on a deeper emotional level, as anyone who has been in a crowd going wild will know. Orwells 2 minutes hate worked on this level. But it happens in any crowd.

So ba is a rational thing happening with you, rational things will influence it.

But what about ka - its an emotional field, more influenced by other information systems in your body, not the nervous system, although there are feedbacks. Its more a limbic hormonal thing I think.

Now what about the effect on hormonal responses of electrical fields?

Sometimes thunderstorms make me snappy, before they break. Is that cos of the change in electrical potential around me as they build up? Or the atmospheric pressure? Both, neither?

Are there any implications from that for the influence of stuff on the emotional side of people?


Hey LilyPatToo. Hows it going, good I hope. All that stuff about clearing auric and etheric fields is pretty good advice too. To me its the same as clearing your chi flow, unblocking it and having it flow correctly, although that way of looking at it assumes you control the integrity of your chi field. Its a matter of making sure it is in good shape and has enough flow and energy in abundance, then you can pass off excess energy to the environment, other people, places, animals, entities or whatever. And take it in when you need it. (Don't be a vampire tho.)

Right on about 911 too. I think its on a deeper level than just plain fear of consequences, something about trauma induced inertia perhaps. Some manipulation of PTSD suffered by the society as a whole.

As far as society chi goes, in the US it seems that the greatest Chi event in recent history was the attacks on the world trade centre. Katrina was big, but 911 seemed to release more energy. We are all used to cyclones, but not to the idea that skyscrapers can be there at 8 oclock and gone at noon. At least not without prior warning.

However I think Obama's election was a huge Chi event in the US, possibly as big or bigger, and it was a very positive chi event too. The details of his politics may turn out to be dirty as, and his promise of hope may well be a lie, but to the people on election night none of that mattered. It was a positive chi release. Possibly just what the US and world needed after 911.

So perhaps that will break the post 911 spell. Hope so, but time will tell.

BTW Thanks for the heads up username. I haven't been here for a while and would have missed this. As this discussion goes on hopefully i'll make myself a little clearer.
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Postby 8bitagent » Sun Dec 07, 2008 7:16 am

Joe Hillshoist wrote:Right on about 911 too. I think its on a deeper level than just plain fear of consequences, something about trauma induced inertia perhaps. Some manipulation of PTSD suffered by the society as a whole.

As far as society chi goes, in the US it seems that the greatest Chi event in recent history was the attacks on the world trade centre. Katrina was big, but 911 seemed to release more energy. We are all used to cyclones, but not to the idea that skyscrapers can be there at 8 oclock and gone at noon. At least not without prior warning.

However I think Obama's election was a huge Chi event in the US, possibly as big or bigger, and it was a very positive chi event too. The details of his politics may turn out to be dirty as, and his promise of hope may well be a lie, but to the people on election night none of that mattered. It was a positive chi release. Possibly just what the US and world needed after 911.

So perhaps that will break the post 911 spell. Hope so, but time will tell.


Hey, that sounds like what Ive been saying! (9/11's main purpose being an aeon changing megaritual to induce massive PTSD global trauma energy...a negative egregore. And Obama's win to induce massive global jubilation and euphoria, the reverse 9/11 egregore...both engineered by the same deep state)

Of course I got that concept from seeing stuff by David Icke and others.

I think youre right on tho, about chi and all that.

No doubt 9/11 was a spell. Just look how many American liberals are still convinced of the official 9/11 story, the "justification" of the Afghan war and thinking that Osama is our biggest threat and "Obama" is the answer.
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Postby Joe Hillshoist » Sun Dec 07, 2008 8:00 am

I've mentioned it once or twice over the years but no one has bitten. At least re the 911 side of it.

I wouldn't have predicted the euphoria of Obama's win, even tho there was sense of it when Howard went in Australia. Well not till the start of November. Watching the day on TV (It was live here from 12 noon Wednesday, so about the time the polls closed in the midwest probably) was remarkable.

I dunno how wise it is to engineer those mass chi things either, well positive ones, if you want to control and oppress people. Its alot harder to control positive chi from that motivation, at least thats what I reckon.

Cos that energy is associaed with real for a better life and real change. If Obama doesn't deliver that, and I doubt he will, then it won't dissipate into apathy, it takes alot of work and affluence to build an apathetic population. When mass movements take place anything can happen, tho someone has probably worked out the most effective way of getting those eruptions under control.

No doubt 9/11 was a spell. Just look how many American liberals are still convinced of the official 9/11 story, the "justification" of the Afghan war and thinking that Osama is our biggest threat and "Obama" is the answer.


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