Going, but hopefully not gone.

Hi folks.
I've had an amazing and disturbing week which has prompted me to think about leaving here for a time. If I get the oportunity to come back, and I hope I do, I'll let you know how things turned out.
Relating to what has happened to me, a wise friend said that if I chase shadows, all I will see is darkness. I'd like to look toward the light for a while, perhaps even kindle a few little lights as I go. I hope so. But I value the many insights I've had through being here and wanted to say thankyou to all of you as well as goodbye. Only for now, I hope.
I'd like to tell you that I've found wisdom, but it's nothing of the sort. Sometimes the world allows you to see a little of itself, and the result is at once humbling, beautiful and also terrifying. The way forward seems even more baffling and hidden. I think we are forever at a cross roads between something worse and something better. All you can do in these times is to trust in something greater than yourself, and hope that you may make better choices in each moment you are given, knowing that even the most enlightened choice may be wrong. As even the stars cast shadow, so do we.
Love and peace to you all.
I've had an amazing and disturbing week which has prompted me to think about leaving here for a time. If I get the oportunity to come back, and I hope I do, I'll let you know how things turned out.
Relating to what has happened to me, a wise friend said that if I chase shadows, all I will see is darkness. I'd like to look toward the light for a while, perhaps even kindle a few little lights as I go. I hope so. But I value the many insights I've had through being here and wanted to say thankyou to all of you as well as goodbye. Only for now, I hope.
I'd like to tell you that I've found wisdom, but it's nothing of the sort. Sometimes the world allows you to see a little of itself, and the result is at once humbling, beautiful and also terrifying. The way forward seems even more baffling and hidden. I think we are forever at a cross roads between something worse and something better. All you can do in these times is to trust in something greater than yourself, and hope that you may make better choices in each moment you are given, knowing that even the most enlightened choice may be wrong. As even the stars cast shadow, so do we.
Love and peace to you all.