by havanagilla » Thu Jun 15, 2006 5:15 pm
In the last week or so i have (irresponsibly) upscaled the level of my directness (in my blog and not only, but by emails to) in mentioning names of perps who are related to my case. As a result, I think I was delicately approached by GSS, via a person who is a journalist in fact and who entered dialogue with me. He is 'the carrot', and on the other hand I was attacked yesterday, and threatened explicitly by a prominent journalist/blogger (the one who is also engaged in covering satanism/occult), who wrote about me "some people" (like her) are writing in order to commit a terrorist suicide atteck (namely killing others in the process) so that their death will not be forgotten or ignored, something like that. I was positively surprised to see backtalks condemning him. I did not respond, except to alert the blog owner (the one who owns the entire blog-site) that this is a violent threat. (he responded with legalese, refering me to the contracts we have, which exempt him from responsibility to content of blogs). At the same time, and without explanation, my social assistance check for 2 months has been withheld, supposedly for some technical issue, but witout limitation, etc. etc. I have had my internet interrupted for the last week, (today the building's cable was replaced...to account for "frequency" problems that disabled the connection for whole days and in one time 4 days in a row). Today, I saw that the blog was slightly modified, and he says that my writing only triggered an independent thought he had, that writing is driven by a sense of martyrdom...etc. etc. and that he is not free from that as well. He erased the more explicit references to the fact that I am a terrorist, in response to other bloggers backtalks who said he is crossing the lines.<br>--<br>The specific nature of my posts was<br>1. a few emails about my former handler/spouse who apparently is now holding a position in Israel's largest newspaper (in charge of the magazines). I was writing to some journalists asking if they know his whereabouts cause I am concerned he is stalking me again. <br>2. exposing a communication from another blogger/artist - quite a powerful one - who was trying to lure me into relationship, and I believe he knocked out my internet connection (as he turned out to have BSc in computer science and was the Linux/Gnu rep in israel and the internet journalist of some newspaper before he became a famous artist and intellectual). The guy was actually using the pick up phrase "i dreamt about you last night, can we meet ?". <br>3. exposing communication from an Israeli activist from Berlin, who writes in the radical left blogs, but it turns out she is connected with one of the largest law firm of the USA (associated with the repubs) in Berlin, worked for an american pharma corp associated with the Repubs, yet attacks everyone for not being lefty/anti american enough, thus creating rifts and havoc in the few lefty websites. She too initiated a communication with me, via email (and once dropped by to visit me in one of her vacations in Israel), and I sensed she is fishing for info and trying to establish a close connectoin of a 'confession' type, namely, that I confide with her. When she prompted me to establishe skype connection, for our conversations, I decided to check out. yet she went on writing emails, and backtalking in my blog, always doing the same - validating but diverting slightly from the subject and reversing the "guilt" to me. It also turned out she is now doing a career change, from seller of medical/pharma stuff, to a shrink. character.<br> A few hours ago, I spoke with the other, "carrot" journalist who keeps writing to me how talented I am, and wanted to bounce some of my allegations about how the intel community is using women as sex slaves. to counteract the vicious threat, he is validating my experience and offering an ear. He might be ok, but I am not sure if its bad cop good cop, or maybe i should give some more leeway to the carrot. <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=havanagilla>havanagilla</A> at: 6/15/06 3:48 pm<br></i>