by LilyPatToo » Sat Jul 08, 2006 6:19 pm
Dreams End, first the latter question about that woman--wonderful writer, honest, very intelligent--might it have been PJ Gaenir? I have her "Bewilderness" online book bookmarked: <!--EZCODE AUTOLINK START--><a href="http://www.firedocs.com/bewilderness/index.cfm">www.firedocs.com/bewilderness/index.cfm</a><!--EZCODE AUTOLINK END--> Back when I first stumbled across it, I was still swallowed up by the alien abduction disinfo, but her writing was SO clear-headed that it impelled me to take a similar "outside the box" view of my own paranormal history. And that was all it took to give me that vital first glimpse outside the UFO/alien abduction ghetto I'd spent so many years inside, manipulated and programmed incessantly.<br><br>Of all the weird coincidences, I've since met online a very well-informed and articulate Canadian MC survivor who knew her way back when she had that bizarre break with reality. And he's pretty certain that she was in a program then, based on his own experience and on his current understanding of that whole era's disinfo meme guinea pigs.<br><br>Now for the 11:11 thing...I've experienced it on a level that pretty much excludes just selective attention (ie. it stands out and other times are forgotten). And it comes in waves, too, which usually include non-clock-connected incidents like running an errand that takes me to a business with an 1111 street address or hearing a person walk by talking on their cell phone and repeating the number 11 over and over, as if the other person can't hear them clearly. And on and on, <!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>ad nauseum</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END-->.<br><br>And, interestingly, the other guinea pigs at that UFO site also experience 11:11 synchronicity waves at the same time that I do...THAT bothers me. Do I then descend into Paranoia Land with them as they frantically discuss it on (sometimes multiple) threads on the message board? It doesn't seem to matter what I do--the waves crest and subside and everyone goes back to Woo Woo Land and talks about other cool things, even if I ask lots of reality-based questions and strain my brain trying to figure out what it means and how the heck it's done. Doesn't matter at all, so I've come to accept that someone is interested in sparking these little outbreaks of paranoia, for reasons of their own, and that the synchronicity around them scares the daylights out of me.<br><br>What I do NOT want to think about is the suggestion that whoever is messing with the abductees has the ability to muck with synchronicity.<br><br>LilyPat<br><br>PS And I'm only 2 years into figuring this stuff out, so I'm no expert. Any and all assistance is gratefully accepted. <p></p><i></i>