From the interview:
My situation, unfortunately, was not unique. In fact, in the 1970s the programmed sex-slave industry was already so well-established that I remember being used to courier boxes of slave-programming manuals. In the 1980s, when I met a man for a programmed sex assignment in a hotel, there was often a brochure on the night table that explained how to access certain of my programs through specific body-pressure points and verbal phrases. Most of these programs were generic—any trained slave would respond to the same triggers. One program involved rapidly vibrating my throat cartilage while deep-throating a man’s erection, by sending surges of energy upward from my spine and shoulders into my neck.
It is important to point out here that none of these slaves were ever paid for their efforts. They were expected to function for hours in the middle of the night, sexually servicing a city’s elite in their homes, hotels and private clubs, then repress the memories and head off to their day jobs as school teachers, physiotherapists and dental assistants, etc. While their existence has never, to my knowledge, been acknowledged by the mainstream media, in the early 1980s the programmed female sex slave was so common that I remember randomly flagging down a Winnipeg taxi to get to a “job” and giving the driver an alpha-numerical code. He then charged my cab fare to a special account. I didn’t have to explain this code to him; he knew it well.
Couriering slave-programming manuals? Brochures on hotel night stands? Servicing the city’s “elite” in their homes, hotels and private clubs??? Alpha-numeric codes that were common knowledge to Winnipeg taxi drivers?
Okay… I’m sorry, but I don’t find this credible. All this printed evidence, all these witnesses, none of whom speaks up…. Winnipeg taxi drivers no less…
I’m seeing a disinfo pattern here. This reminds me of Brice Tayor’s account of being a sex slave in her book “Thanks for the Memories.”
I also had sex programming, and was used in that capacity, mainly when I was 18-19 and a little bit during my 20’s. When I was 18, they had me assigned to a sex/blackmail operation; a fancy apartment was rigged up to record what was going on. We were also encouraged (trained) in “pillow talk” i.e. getting the targets to talk about whatever the perps running the operation wanted to know.
Other sex-related stuff were parties where some of us were brought to have sex with party-goers, either for blackmail-related purposes or to entice and compromise community members and lead them down a road to blackmail and corruption.
And of course sex can be used to gain access to someone for an assassination.
I’m convinced that the main use for sex-programmed victims was for the blackmail operations that have proliferated world-wide, operations that have facilitated the corruption of government, industry… even the more traditional forms of organized crime (in that case I’m not sure you’d call it corruption….let’s say ‘monitoring and controlling’).
Wild accounts like Goobie’s and Taylor's, of servicing vast arrays of celebrities or “elite” just don’t ring true to me.
Come to think of it though, if you wanted to distract people from the (much more credible) blackmail angle, one way would be to throw salacious smoke in their eyes with tales of sex-obsessed elite and celebrities… and at the same time, these triggering, over-the-top tales would discredit and confuse other victims…
From the interview:
It is important to point out here that none of these slaves were ever paid for their efforts. They were expected to function for hours in the middle of the night, sexually servicing a city’s elite in their homes, hotels and private clubs, then repress the memories and head off to their day jobs as school teachers, physiotherapists and dental assistants, etc.
Well, here is another possible distortion. And a self-serving one at that. The idea that victims were programmed to be sex-slaves (or other cult-jobs) and then had perfectly normal “day-jobs” is misleading, I believe.
Although, this double-life scenario is not rare by any means…if I were to look at a programmed persons life, (while they were being accessed and used), in search of what they were doing for the “network,” first, I would look at their “day job.” Are you a doctor or nurse? Hmmm, how might those medical skills be useful in programming other victims? Are you a CEO or CFO? What is your company doing in the world? Are you a journalist or book writer? Then what, pray tell, are you writing?
from the interview:
So there were obvious signs leaking through to my front alter that something was amiss. In hindsight, I would say that though I was heavily programmed, there was also an intense resistance to that programming or I would not have survived that period. This internal resistance was my only support system - no one else has ever “helped” me. Not that I didn’t seek help. Several therapists that I hired turned out to be cult-affiliated.
To close, I’d like to say to Beth Goobie, if you ever, by chance, read this. Please… seek and get help from safe, ethical and qualified, non-cult therapists and de-programmers. You and your creative gifts are precious, too precious to allow them to be used to confuse and discredit other survivors and the public about the nature of this abuse and the criminal network that perpetrates it.
Even if you have succeeded in cutting ties with perps from your past- until you dismantle the internal structures used to program you, it is possible that you can be accessed and directed by those
internal programmed structures and their alters.
No matter how intelligent or talented we may be, we can’t do this alone. Please, for yourself and for others, seek help and don’t stop till you find a good, clean support system.
And I pray that you find relief from your torment and that someday, you will taste true love, healing and freedom.
