by proldic » Tue Jul 26, 2005 5:25 pm
Dreamsend, the ultimate gatekeeper. <br><br>Dreamsend:<br>I am unable to respond in the way you demand at this time. I want to learn here as well, but supporting Gatto and paganism is not learning for the better. I have a lot to contribute to this discussion board, and I feel like RI has alot to give to me, (esp you guy). But it's all been a 5-day lesson in my own limitations, and the incredibly hard-wired nature of some deep memes that effect you and many on this site, and somewhat a cynical cold shower.<br> I ask you, and I've been reading this board and others as a troll for awile, where else has this side of the coin been brought up? I'd really like to know. <br><br>I know, I probably should stop, breathe deep, concentrate on one item at a time, and flesh out my case(s) better, you say, right? I agree that would be ideal. But if I had done that, I couldn't have sparked all these seperate (I think connected) little brushfires, huh?<br><br>I feel like I'm in 1 vs. many street fight on this site, and of course all my punches are not going to be very hard, but I've got to keep swinging wildly just to keep standing. <br><br>I appreciate the challenge you present, to a degree. Maybe someday I will spend the 2-3 days time it would take me to really put something together that I think would be worthy of you (no sarcasm intended at all). Until then, let me drink my coffee, drop my little bombs, and then I'll go off to work. Anyway, is this anything more than a hobby to you guys? Why not, sticks and stones, huh? A little harshness is ok, surely I can take it. What is this, you demand high-society politeness? Instead of driving me away for my generalizations and accusations on the level I'm working on, why don't you work on driving away the bad meme-spreaders like, um, the little Jew thing going on, or, um the political quietism spread by the influence of new-age thinking? Or am I, the lonely outgunned little marxist, the greatest threat to the depth-level of this board? Why can't you see me for who I am, and take these little heresys like a man? Hey, maybe even run w/ them a little for once? I'm not disrupting your great efforts at social change by challenging your "alternative" gospel, am I? I assure you my motives are pure. Spend some time to consider the actual truths in my arguments a little. And trust that my experience is real and reflects a general reality that is widespread, not just in the 'hood so to speak. <br>Dreamsend, you are a master at rhetoric. (But I'd like to see you hold your own in, say a sophisticated Marxist discussion board. I don't doubt you'd do well, but you might not be so sure of yourself if you didn't have the "little people" cheering you on from the sidelines). You effectively manipulate "the rules of logic" to stymie inquiry into any opinion that is not as well-stated as yours. That doesn't make you RIGHT. Nor does stating my opinion, forcefully "dropping bombs", make me right either. And it's on me to consider the other side, and believe me, I did and do. I'm reading your posts. Mine haven't been as well-stated, so the truth you don't have to consider. You are not considering my side fairly at all. I used to believe in all those things like paganism and free schools. I'm sorry about your daughter, and I don't expect you to sacrifice her to the "public good". But the fact that just because she is experiencing what we all have experienced to a degree or another, doesn't change the basic pooints I was making. I admit it is a tough one. What's a parent (who can afford it) to do?. I'm glad to see your toughing it out though. Believe me, she'll probably be better off for it. I went to both private and public schools, and I can tell you my experience in the private schools confirmed my worst ideas about the wealthy, and my time in public schools was the greatest thing that ever happened to my (social) education, even if I did end up dropping out. Yeah, I don't even have a complete high-school education, not to mention college. I'm entirely "self"-taught. But I read a book non-fiction every three days, and run my own energy-intensive business (gasp!), and research extensively, and produce local media, and participate in political activism.<br>Now I've tread into another realm, and it's unproven and unsteady ground and I'm the wrong (intellectual) man for the job. But each time I cite good examples, and real truths, you focus on the soft parts, on my frustration, on my style, - what's easy - and ignore the hardest-hitting points. I may be a less-sophisticated debater than you, but I know it's more real compared to the "where" that you're defending (although I get the feeling, maybe wrong, that the "where" you are defending is not really the "where" where you are at - and that 's why I get off calling you a sophist - yeah, I'm saying "shame on you, dreamsend, for being so smart yet being so ughh- something [c'mon, you tell me smart guy] at the same time) and that just pisses you off to no end now, doesn't it)<br>We can see you are a very intelligent person. The speed at which you respond to these posts in such detail is amazing, and tells me at the very least that you got a good education, (and have alot of free time). But, as I said in a recent post, so were the scientists on the Manhattan Project. Being intelligent is one thing - being smart, having common-sense, is entirely another. I know I am hitting something with you, otherwise why keep responding? I just wish you would apply as much of your smarts as you apply constructing hard-hitting arguments against my little bombs to really challenging your own opinions more. Don't just dismiss what I am getting at, however crudely, here. You know it's one big point I'm arguing that I haven't even figured out yet. Of course the Witch discussion was deep, but not deep enough, (and so unfinished), unfortunately, as I often do, I lost it and went off on a rant that I thiought would be more back-door. I know you, and I see you better than you see me from your background as you describe it. Your last response in that thread really touched me in a deep way. Believe me, I am not the person (I think)you think I am. Your reversion to accusing me of sectarianism and equating me w/ the RCP-types is way off base. Think pragmatism, principal, and parapollitically aware - and apply that to everything. Does that sound like ULTRA-LEFT? In fact, I'm trying to fight the influence of groups like ANSWER (see my other posts). I could use your help buddy. I grant you, my background is unique, as are my views. I would suggest if you want to move forward you start to accept heresy from your own peeps.<br><br>Robert: consider why "Kyrgyzstan" has such as stong edu system. Might it have something to do w/ socialism, i.e.:PUBLIC FREE education, perhaps? The Washington Times quotes approvingly a fucking Fulbright Scholar saying it's because the Muslim world is undergoing an enlightenment. Yeah right.<br>The background you describe confirms to me you would have underlying racist views that are influencing your thinking on a macro-level. I obviously come from the city, and I know someone who has driven a cab for that long, or owned a store in the ghetto or something, would be hard-pressed not to be a little bit prejudiced. Sorry 'bout the judgements...<br> <p></p><i></i>