Project Willow wrote:If, as studies suggest, DID occurs in 1 to 3% of the population, is this due solely to increased awareness and diagnosis of the once rare disorder, or is it due to the development and proliferation of mind control techniques in the late twentieth century?
I wonder about this too. Having never seen a therapist who was knowledgeable about the programs, I've never had a professional to ask opinions of, but in my case I wasn't aware of having DID, despite all the missing time and other markers for the disorder, until I was in my 50's. I suspect that such ignorance is common, which means that there may be many more multiples walking around undiagnosed. And those of us with programming designed to hide all traces of program involvement may take a lot of years to show unmistakable signs of it.
Hormonal changes at menopause seemed to trigger the breakdown of compartmentalization in me and I wonder if I would ever have caught on had that not happened around the same time I first learned of the programs online via other survivors? Sometimes I imagine an alternate timeline where I'm still wandering around in ignorance, confusion and panic, covering up my "memory lapses" and trying not to think too much about the periodic interference of scary strangers in my life.
And, for all the FMSF babble about iatrogenic cases, my own experience suggests that conventional therapy may be inadvertently
covering up many cases of programming, rather than inducing them. A therapist is a powerful figure and if they invalidate your experiences it's so much easier to slip into self-doubt and decide to isolate in silence rather than take on the work of healing.
Project Willow wrote:If there's one thing that is clear to me it is that the technology works, and very well. The percentage of subjects who become fully free of programming is small. However, unless the perps perfect it to such a degree, and manage to squelch every potential bystander/whistleblower leak, the dam will eventually break.
Brian knows what he's up against and takes good care of himself.
I'm glad to hear that he's vigilant and not in denial about the long reach of the perps. The technology does work well, but I suspect that, as the programming was disseminated outside of the government labs back in the Church Committee era, it fell into the hands of non-professionals now and then. And some of them didn't have the rigorous containment that cults impose on their members, which led to some of us falling into the hands of people who failed to follow protocols.
Some of my first clues about what I was came from sloppy handling and I'll bet I'm far from the only one to experience that. I'd love to know if the pros have eliminated that kind of dangerous leak now. It seems to have been directly related to the sale of access to specific alters to anyone with the money or connections to be able to afford it, at least in my own case. My hope is that a braggart who believes himself to be above the reach of retribution will someday publicly spill enough of the beans to expose the programs in a way that can't be spun. I used to think that exposure could come from victim testimony alone, but it's so easy to invalidate our testimony while working within the framework of mental health standards founded by MKULTRA veterans. We need more Dr. Mosses.
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